Because I allowed myself to become indisposed, I... I left Clover to get murdered by that monster. [It's a good thing he's lying on his arm, because he'd probably gripping Junpei far too tightly. Instead, his fist just bunches up in the sheets.] He took such... joy in murdering her, and I couldn't... I couldn't-- I couldn't do anything, Junpei.

[He didn't mean for his voice to crack there, or to get worked up so easily talking about it. But here he is, getting upset when he chose the worst time to be talking about this to Junpei.] I couldn't do anything but kill him, I just wouldn't... I wouldn't let him go, and I let you down. I let you both down, I'm sorry.