[And that had seemed to make sense at the time - he'd felt pressured by the bartender - yet in this context -... It's strange how many things Atsushi keeps telling himself about himself that are only partial truths at best; it's stranger still how he can be aware of them and still believe them to a point.]
... Then, I'd like to try a little. But just a little!
[He needs to get over the many ways he keeps bringing himself down.
Ohhhh look at that birdy, so close~! Atsushi gives Apollo a sidelong glance, not wanting to scare him off by turning his head completely.]
Sorry about that, Apollo. Daifuku is a little enthusiastic sometimes.
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[And that had seemed to make sense at the time - he'd felt pressured by the bartender - yet in this context -... It's strange how many things Atsushi keeps telling himself about himself that are only partial truths at best; it's stranger still how he can be aware of them and still believe them to a point.]
... Then, I'd like to try a little. But just a little!
[He needs to get over the many ways he keeps bringing himself down.
Ohhhh look at that birdy, so close~! Atsushi gives Apollo a sidelong glance, not wanting to scare him off by turning his head completely.]
Sorry about that, Apollo. Daifuku is a little enthusiastic sometimes.