[Not anymore. And yet he's still staring with a kind of morbid fascination, trying to figure out how what he's seeing isn't his reality anymore, but still scars him. The change of scenery has made it relatively easy to actively put these memories behind him - yet here he is.]
I thought it had become easier to handle... all of this.
[Yet, looking at it now, it might as well have happened yesterday. And still, he can't seem to tear himself away, as if some answer will surely come to him if he looks hard enough - some explanation for why this happened beyond what he already knows; some kind of acceptance.]
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[Not anymore. And yet he's still staring with a kind of morbid fascination, trying to figure out how what he's seeing isn't his reality anymore, but still scars him. The change of scenery has made it relatively easy to actively put these memories behind him - yet here he is.]
I thought it had become easier to handle... all of this.
[Yet, looking at it now, it might as well have happened yesterday. And still, he can't seem to tear himself away, as if some answer will surely come to him if he looks hard enough - some explanation for why this happened beyond what he already knows; some kind of acceptance.]