[ initially, there's that desire to lash out. to do whatever he can to conceal this part of him.
there's even a darker thought that permeates his line of consideration that suggest him to seal this man's memories completely. in the only way he knows how. in the only way he truly comprehends and desires. yet, even he knows that isn't (and wasn't)... just. isn't "righteous" or "correct." nor is it befitting of all the titles he carries, and that divide weighs on him as heavily now as it had in that paramount moment.
yet, as much regret lingers beneath the surface, killing him is tempting, and it often is.
just the sight of this battlefield alone is enough to get his blood running hot. but, arjuna does his best to suppress it as much as he's capable of. it's undeniable that with all the debris flying and the destruction that comes in tow with the vision of the white-haired man.
but, instead, the other man speaks: "does it matter?" ... and arjuna can tell he's genuinely unfazed? ] I see.
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there's even a darker thought that permeates his line of consideration that suggest him to seal this man's memories completely. in the only way he knows how. in the only way he truly comprehends and desires. yet, even he knows that isn't (and wasn't)... just. isn't "righteous" or "correct." nor is it befitting of all the titles he carries, and that divide weighs on him as heavily now as it had in that paramount moment.
yet, as much regret lingers beneath the surface, killing him is tempting, and it often is.
just the sight of this battlefield alone is enough to get his blood running hot. but, arjuna does his best to suppress it as much as he's capable of. it's undeniable that with all the debris flying and the destruction that comes in tow with the vision of the white-haired man.
but, instead, the other man speaks: "does it matter?" ... and arjuna can tell he's genuinely unfazed? ] I see.