[Chuuya doesn’t really feel like arguing over that fact, so it’s good that Atsushi realizes it’s true. Nobody deserves to think they shouldn’t exist in this world; Chuuya knows that fact all too well. He’s an abomination himself, after all, though his own ability has always been recognized for how useful, if not terrifying, it is. Atsushi’s ability only seemed to gain value after the bounty was placed on his head, but that’s only because anyone who knew about the weretiger were too stupidly blinded by fear to realize its potential. Perhaps they’re the same in that regard, that their very existence is a threat, but Chuuya will be damned if he ever gives up living to appease others.
But now isn’t really the time for deep introspection.]
Well, I did. Sorry if you didn’t wanna share, but I guess I can understand where you’re coming from better now.
[It’s not like Chuuya hasn’t seen the worst humanity has to offer already, after all.
Hm. A hug would be the next logical step, wouldn’t it? God, back home he never would’ve pictured himself playing the role he does here, but shit changes. Sure, all the pent up fight in him is going to come bursting forth one day if he doesn’t find some kind of outlet, but for right now maybe he can give this whole trying to be supportive thing a shot, if only to repay Atsushi’s kindness for letting him stay here.
So here you go, Atsushi, you get an awkward, Chuuya-brand hug from behind. This is what makes Atsushi feel better right? Otherwise he wouldn’t have crawled into Chuuya’s bed seeking out some kind of closeness when he was in such emotional turmoil.]
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[Chuuya doesn’t really feel like arguing over that fact, so it’s good that Atsushi realizes it’s true. Nobody deserves to think they shouldn’t exist in this world; Chuuya knows that fact all too well. He’s an abomination himself, after all, though his own ability has always been recognized for how useful, if not terrifying, it is. Atsushi’s ability only seemed to gain value after the bounty was placed on his head, but that’s only because anyone who knew about the weretiger were too stupidly blinded by fear to realize its potential. Perhaps they’re the same in that regard, that their very existence is a threat, but Chuuya will be damned if he ever gives up living to appease others.
But now isn’t really the time for deep introspection.]
Well, I did. Sorry if you didn’t wanna share, but I guess I can understand where you’re coming from better now.
[It’s not like Chuuya hasn’t seen the worst humanity has to offer already, after all.
Hm. A hug would be the next logical step, wouldn’t it? God, back home he never would’ve pictured himself playing the role he does here, but shit changes. Sure, all the pent up fight in him is going to come bursting forth one day if he doesn’t find some kind of outlet, but for right now maybe he can give this whole trying to be supportive thing a shot, if only to repay Atsushi’s kindness for letting him stay here.
So here you go, Atsushi, you get an awkward, Chuuya-brand hug from behind. This is what makes Atsushi feel better right? Otherwise he wouldn’t have crawled into Chuuya’s bed seeking out some kind of closeness when he was in such emotional turmoil.]
I said it’s fine, so stop apologizing.