No, because I don't think you're the kind of human to do that.

[ slow but surely, his features warm up--- tail swaying very slowly while his ears raise. just slightly, with the barest lift of his lips and the smallest, toothiest smile. ]

Orders or not, you're going to make the decision that's right, yeah? The one that's right to you?

[ tilting his head to the side, the smile naturally becomes a little lopsided. ]

So. It's not throwing it away. You're doing what your heart tells you to.