Ava Anatalya Orlova ([personal profile] krasnaya_vdova) wrote in [community profile] nysalogs 2018-04-18 11:01 pm (UTC)

[At the question she pauses and considers, a faint hum as she thinks about it. It's nothing she's really thought about before, honestly. Not one of her high priorities. He's right, in that she does tend to bottle it up. Less out of repression than because there's not really anyone that she talks to much. Not Nat, not Coulson, how much she talks to her team about is sort of hit and miss. It sort of has to be, of course.] I don't know. Maybe I don't? Lately I've just-- focused on my team, I guess. It's easier, you know? Focusing on someone else. Trying to make sure they'll be good enough to do what SHIELD does, whatever that is.

[Her lips thin and she nods quietly as he brings up torture, given that she had some rather personal experiences with it in many different forms. There's curiosity, however, when he mentions two casualties that no longer were. And it's not too hard to figure out what he means; people that had died and had come back.] Something with the Natha?

[They were the only ones that she could really think of that would be able to.] Well, we could head over together, if you wanted to. I mean, there's no real methods of transportation in this place, so far as I've heard we're still stuck walking everywhere. Might be more fun than traveling alone.

[And there's a certain amount of fondness to the offer. Which is to say that Ava isn't typically someone that willingly surrounds herself with people. Sana used to have to literally drag her to parties, or any sort of social event. But talking to Rumlow is easy, and he's always been good to her, and that makes being around him comfortable. So at least with him, it might actually be preferable to going alone. And in a purely practical sense, she trusts him, knows he can handle himself. So it'd be nice to have someone she trusts enough to keep an eye out for the wildlife which isn't always friendly. Not that she needs protection, but even she makes attempts at sleeping, here and there.]

Yeah, though I try to make sure it's only as much as they can take. I don't want to hurt anyone for real, but I like how it feels, you know? [She shrugs her shoulders, a little bit shy. It's a hard thing to explain, articulate, the way that combat makes her blood sing. So the switch to talking about sports teams isn't unwelcome.] I think someone once told me that Yankees fans are fans for life. I could hardly turn traitor on you.

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