Is that some kind of sick joke? If it is it's not funny.

_{[He's already walked past the grave with Vanessa's name etched into it, along with a headstone bearing his own...but this had to be some fucked up dream, right? Nothing of what Gilbert says makes any sense. His own funeral?]}

I don't know what kind of nightmare we've found ourselves in, but nothing in here is real Gilbert. Don't you realize that?