( Bedman. Anders can only imagine the zinger Hawke would have had for that if he was around. Anders himself isn't feeling cheery enough to say anything about it, so he looks off at the memory, watching as it begins to fizzle out in certain spots. )

But that's not what you did when you got here. ( He doesn't mean it as an accusation. It's just more an observation. )

You said you wanted to atone. Has that helped you come to terms with what you did? All the lives you took?

( He's asking for a friend. )