[It’s not so much that Chuuya doesn’t want to answer, it’s that he doesn’t know how to answer. What he feels for Dazai is so goddamn complicated that Chuuya could fill a novel if he wrote it all down, and a simple “yes” or “no” simply wouldn’t even begin to cover it.]
He literally has my life in his hands for reasons I don’t wanna go into.
[One day Chuuya will tell someone besides Atsushi about Corruption, but today is not that day.
Chuuya hadn’t realized how much his grip had tightened on his glass, and it nearly shatters in his hand when Shell delivers that news.
Because it hits way too close to home.]
Did he tell you why?
[Well shit, now he can’t deny that Shell probably needs another drink, judging by the look on his face. Chuuya orders him a single shot of fireball whiskey, because fuck taking it easy.]
You don’t have to tell me, but if you wanna get it off your chest, you might as well do it now. Then you can take a shot to burn it out of your mind.
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[It’s not so much that Chuuya doesn’t want to answer, it’s that he doesn’t know how to answer. What he feels for Dazai is so goddamn complicated that Chuuya could fill a novel if he wrote it all down, and a simple “yes” or “no” simply wouldn’t even begin to cover it.]
He literally has my life in his hands for reasons I don’t wanna go into.
[One day Chuuya will tell someone besides Atsushi about Corruption, but today is not that day.
Chuuya hadn’t realized how much his grip had tightened on his glass, and it nearly shatters in his hand when Shell delivers that news.
Because it hits way too close to home.]
Did he tell you why?
[Well shit, now he can’t deny that Shell probably needs another drink, judging by the look on his face. Chuuya orders him a single shot of fireball whiskey, because fuck taking it easy.]
You don’t have to tell me, but if you wanna get it off your chest, you might as well do it now. Then you can take a shot to burn it out of your mind.