[It's not like Shell didn't understand what Chuuya meant when he explained what a mafia is. The idea that Chuuya might have even been considered a terrorist in his world, much like the Red Mask back home, is certainly a thought that's crossed his mind. But for some reason, it doesn't bother him as much as it should. Or maybe he's just biased because he's human.]
But I'm not arrogant enough to think that I'll be "forgiven" if I just deny myself of blood for a while. And I know this world is different -- the people are different. And there are people like you, who don't mind offering their blood to a vampire. Sometimes... this place really feels like some kind of dream come true.
[A dream he doesn't think he deserves. Especially not of all the people who could have woken up in his place. What would One think about it? A world where he could live truly free?]
I just... wish the humans back home could have lived to see this world too. Or the other vampires could have seen how a world like this could still work.
When I think about everyone still in stasis or who the Natha couldn't save... it just feels wrong to carry on like everything back home never happened.
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[It's not like Shell didn't understand what Chuuya meant when he explained what a mafia is. The idea that Chuuya might have even been considered a terrorist in his world, much like the Red Mask back home, is certainly a thought that's crossed his mind. But for some reason, it doesn't bother him as much as it should. Or maybe he's just biased because he's human.]
But I'm not arrogant enough to think that I'll be "forgiven" if I just deny myself of blood for a while. And I know this world is different -- the people are different. And there are people like you, who don't mind offering their blood to a vampire. Sometimes... this place really feels like some kind of dream come true.
[A dream he doesn't think he deserves. Especially not of all the people who could have woken up in his place. What would One think about it? A world where he could live truly free?]
I just... wish the humans back home could have lived to see this world too. Or the other vampires could have seen how a world like this could still work.
When I think about everyone still in stasis or who the Natha couldn't save... it just feels wrong to carry on like everything back home never happened.