[The slow press and feeling of something far larger than a pair of fingers entering her has Diva freezing in place, breath on hold as she stares at Atsushi in disbelief. It's a tight fit, and the further he enters her the more the tension in her chest increases. It's like she's a wind-up toy wound too tight, mechanism and spring ready to snap and give way to release the build-up inside of her.
It isn't like he's not being careful, he is, but it's a new and entirely foreign experience and that makes it, well...the tiniest bit frightening. Her arms find his neck with ease and although it doesn't hurt to have him inside her, it's going to take a moment to get used to. Diva's breath is shallow as she forces herself to draw in a gasp of air.
It's bizarre, feeling this close to someone. It's something that extends past the physical in the moment. Her heart feels like it's swelling, pumping blood feverishly throughout her body. She can hear it in her ears, pounding loudly, droaning out anything else she could possibly pick up in the moment.
She's completely still as he pushes forward, intent on filling her completely, and once he's done so she can't help but hook her legs around his hips to press against him fully. There's a wanton sound that slips her when she does so, a half-whimper of sorts. She's not sure how she feels about it just yet or about any of this now, but they've past the point of no return.
She asked for this.
It's strange though, she thinks , as she lays back on his bed, hands at his neck as she tries to catch her breath. Just how many years has she waited to have an experience like this? Would it have been anything like this if she'd been with the boy Solomon had picked out for her back home? There's something more to sex than just a physical act, she's realizing, and there's something equal parts terrifying and exciting about it.
Gently one of her hands leaves his neck, moving to cup the side of his face instead as she thumbs his cheek. She really hadn't realized what she'd been getting herself into until now, but she's glad she picked the boy above her. It shows on her face, a thin smile on her lips. Empathy or even relating to others isn't something that comes easy to Diva, but right now she feels more connected to another person than she has ever before, even to her own twin in a way.]
...I'm okay.
[He didn't ask yet, but she knows he will. He always does, so why not grant him a little peace of mind?]
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It isn't like he's not being careful, he is, but it's a new and entirely foreign experience and that makes it, well...the tiniest bit frightening. Her arms find his neck with ease and although it doesn't hurt to have him inside her, it's going to take a moment to get used to. Diva's breath is shallow as she forces herself to draw in a gasp of air.
It's bizarre, feeling this close to someone. It's something that extends past the physical in the moment. Her heart feels like it's swelling, pumping blood feverishly throughout her body. She can hear it in her ears, pounding loudly, droaning out anything else she could possibly pick up in the moment.
She's completely still as he pushes forward, intent on filling her completely, and once he's done so she can't help but hook her legs around his hips to press against him fully. There's a wanton sound that slips her when she does so, a half-whimper of sorts. She's not sure how she feels about it just yet or about any of this now, but they've past the point of no return.
She asked for this.
It's strange though, she thinks , as she lays back on his bed, hands at his neck as she tries to catch her breath. Just how many years has she waited to have an experience like this? Would it have been anything like this if she'd been with the boy Solomon had picked out for her back home? There's something more to sex than just a physical act, she's realizing, and there's something equal parts terrifying and exciting about it.
Gently one of her hands leaves his neck, moving to cup the side of his face instead as she thumbs his cheek. She really hadn't realized what she'd been getting herself into until now, but she's glad she picked the boy above her. It shows on her face, a thin smile on her lips. Empathy or even relating to others isn't something that comes easy to Diva, but right now she feels more connected to another person than she has ever before, even to her own twin in a way.]
...I'm okay.
[He didn't ask yet, but she knows he will. He always does, so why not grant him a little peace of mind?]