[All Diva has is time. It's the one thing she has an abundance of and always will. It's partially the reason why she gets herself into trouble so often, sticking her nose where she shouldn't. When you've too much time to kill and more freedom than you know what to do with...things can get messy.
With nowhere to be and nothing else to do (other than the boy atop her, that is) why would she want to rush through something that's proven so far to be pretty great? It's hard to put into words why, exactly, she's enjoying herself so much, the physicality of it all aside. There's a far deeper, emotional aspect to it, one that leaves her vulnerable in ways she didn't think possible. It's the most exposed she's ever been to another person and to give herself away like this, the gravity of it all is finally beginning to pull on her. It isn't a weight like she thought it might be, in fact it's more liberating than anything else. All Atsushi seems intent on doing is making sure she feels good, after all.
Maybe it's the trust aspect of it. He knows just how easily she could kill him and yet here he is. She could sink her teeth into his neck at any given moment and drink him dry if she wanted to and yet he trusts her enough to not. Most people wouldn't and to be fair she hadn't given anyone a good reason to in the past. Every thing about Atsushi is genuine, right down to the reverence he seems to show her. He doesn't want her because of what she is, he had made that very clear, and maybe that's what makes all the difference. He doesn't simply tell her she's beautiful or sweet for the sake of it - he believes it.
The more he toys with her the more she wants to touch him herself. There isn't too much real estate she has access to in this position but she manages to sneek a hand between them to drag her nails over his chest, careful not to cut or dig. His shoulders get the same treatment until she's returning to the nape of his neck. It's so alluring, the flesh she sees on display, and the urge to break the kiss and bite is very real indeed...but she doesn't. Instead she turns her head, their lips parting from the movement as she pushes her hair away from her own neck. She doesn't say a word, but the glance she gives him should be enough for him to get the hint - she's baring sensitive skin to him and he should take advantage of it.]
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With nowhere to be and nothing else to do (other than the boy atop her, that is) why would she want to rush through something that's proven so far to be pretty great? It's hard to put into words why, exactly, she's enjoying herself so much, the physicality of it all aside. There's a far deeper, emotional aspect to it, one that leaves her vulnerable in ways she didn't think possible. It's the most exposed she's ever been to another person and to give herself away like this, the gravity of it all is finally beginning to pull on her. It isn't a weight like she thought it might be, in fact it's more liberating than anything else. All Atsushi seems intent on doing is making sure she feels good, after all.
Maybe it's the trust aspect of it. He knows just how easily she could kill him and yet here he is. She could sink her teeth into his neck at any given moment and drink him dry if she wanted to and yet he trusts her enough to not. Most people wouldn't and to be fair she hadn't given anyone a good reason to in the past. Every thing about Atsushi is genuine, right down to the reverence he seems to show her. He doesn't want her because of what she is, he had made that very clear, and maybe that's what makes all the difference. He doesn't simply tell her she's beautiful or sweet for the sake of it - he believes it.
The more he toys with her the more she wants to touch him herself. There isn't too much real estate she has access to in this position but she manages to sneek a hand between them to drag her nails over his chest, careful not to cut or dig. His shoulders get the same treatment until she's returning to the nape of his neck. It's so alluring, the flesh she sees on display, and the urge to break the kiss and bite is very real indeed...but she doesn't. Instead she turns her head, their lips parting from the movement as she pushes her hair away from her own neck. She doesn't say a word, but the glance she gives him should be enough for him to get the hint - she's baring sensitive skin to him and he should take advantage of it.]