( dutch has no iron grip on her memories. had none. hers were out there: the night of her wedding, running from her husband's corpse, running from khlyen, meeting johnny, the best and worst night of her life all in one. her childhood, too, khlyen telling her to kill or be killed.
she wishes none of that had happened. right now, it all feels far away. far enough that it might as well not have happened at all. )
It's beautiful. ( she says, stopping to take it in. there's a wonder in her eyes that she doesn't usually feel or let herself feel. )
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she wishes none of that had happened. right now, it all feels far away. far enough that it might as well not have happened at all. )
It's beautiful. ( she says, stopping to take it in. there's a wonder in her eyes that she doesn't usually feel or let herself feel. )