thetaintedsorrow: (Tears)
Chuuya “Small Crisis” Nakahara ([personal profile] thetaintedsorrow) wrote in [community profile] nysalogs 2018-06-01 02:50 am (UTC)

[Perhaps Chuuya will never admit to any of this outside of the influence of Mephisto’s monkey familiars, but not a single word of what he’s said is anything but true. It’s a truth he’s kept sealed in his heart for as long as he’s been “awake”, and it’s been kept buried for a reason. Mori never would’ve tolerated this kind of emotional weakness, and so Chuuya had hardened his heart and become the man he needed to be to rise through the ranks of the Mafia. He’d thrived there, become a veritable force of nature, and then it had all been taken from him in an instant.

He’d lost his purpose, to protect, to serve, to be more than just a man. And now he has the chance to gain it all back. It isn’t exactly the same, but it’s a purpose he can get behind.

And then, for the first time in many, many years, a single tear rolls down Chuuya’s cheek. A tear to mourn everything he’s lost and everything he’s yet to gain.
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Then I’ll serve you. As long as I can. And I’ll protect what’s important to me. That’s my new purpose.

[This brings back memories. Memories of the day he’d pledged himself to Mori. And just like back then, Chuuya will remain loyal so long as Mephisto keeps his end of the bargain.]

I’m yours, Master.

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