Mmm. I tend to avoid it myself when I return, too.

[afraid to look, afraid of what he might find. What if there was no one? What if there was everyone? He had almost thought to search, after the kidnapping when he was up at the station to be healed, but what good would that have done him? What would they have been able to do sleeping, what would he, save curling up to cry at their feet? Heaven knew Linneus had wanted to, for a long while, for whatever sort of comfort that might have brought him, but he had talked himself out of such foolishness. Pushed himself more toward those he now had, instead.]

But it must be reassuring. Knowing at least they are there - that they may wake, yet?