[How many times of ripping Atsushi's ass would it take for the tiger to just give up on healing him?
Atsushi does want this, but that doesn't make him any less nervous, in spite of the smoke floating all around, making his head tingle. At Chuuya's question, he shakes his head vigorously, almost defensively - and yet, not quite like that. It's just... strange to talk about this stuff? Not using words makes it a little easier.
But that makes communication in general a lot harder, so he belatedly adds:]
No...
[Hearing himself say it, he gets nervous for another reason entirely, wondering if it's the wrong answer somehow. Not that he expects Chuuya to judge, but if Atsushi's childhood has taught him anything, it's that unpleasant and violent reactions can happen at any time, for any reason or no reason at all.]
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How many times of ripping Atsushi's ass would it take for the tiger to just give up on healing him?Atsushi does want this, but that doesn't make him any less nervous, in spite of the smoke floating all around, making his head tingle. At Chuuya's question, he shakes his head vigorously, almost defensively - and yet, not quite like that. It's just... strange to talk about this stuff? Not using words makes it a little easier.
But that makes communication in general a lot harder, so he belatedly adds:]
No...
[Hearing himself say it, he gets nervous for another reason entirely, wondering if it's the wrong answer somehow. Not that he expects Chuuya to judge, but if Atsushi's childhood has taught him anything, it's that unpleasant and violent reactions can happen at any time, for any reason or no reason at all.]