[Kissing is good. Kissing is wonderful, and it does help Atsushi relax a bit, but letting something go inside of him is still not easy. Awkwardly, he tries to breathe hard through his nose while kissing, as if he'll calm down if he just gets enough oxygen.
That's ridiculous, of course. But he focuses on breathing, and he focuses on kissing, and even if the way he moans into the kiss is a little pained at times, that's discomfort more than anything. He wants to relax; he tries to relax. Chuuya's finger goes inside well enough, but it takes a little time for Atsushi to finally relax around it.]
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That's ridiculous, of course. But he focuses on breathing, and he focuses on kissing, and even if the way he moans into the kiss is a little pained at times, that's discomfort more than anything. He wants to relax; he tries to relax. Chuuya's finger goes inside well enough, but it takes a little time for Atsushi to finally relax around it.]