Forever... I don't think I really get the meaning.
[ Though in a way, he does, even if he can't express it well. Mortality always some kind of influence on him. He's killed, watched his comrades die, accepted that it was an inevitability that you just had to soldier on through.
But he hadn't really ever been alone in it, until suddenly he was. Until suddenly the possibility of being alone took forever away from him while showing him what it meant.
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[ Though in a way, he does, even if he can't express it well. Mortality always some kind of influence on him. He's killed, watched his comrades die, accepted that it was an inevitability that you just had to soldier on through.
But he hadn't really ever been alone in it, until suddenly he was. Until suddenly the possibility of being alone took forever away from him while showing him what it meant.
That life is gone, now. He decided to end it. ]
Mostly because I didn't want to.