[ It’s too often that he feels a tug at his heart that must be homesickness, but he doesn’t know where home is. The closest thing he’s ever had is Winterfell, but even then, he always longed for the sea.
He’s so much younger than that white hair makes him look, and he never really got the chance to properly grow up. All his anger and fear have made sure of that. Part of him will always be that terrified ten year old, a kraken out of water, struggling forever to hide his feelings. It’s all so tiring and it’s frustrating and he wishes he just had one thing in his life that wasn’t upsetting. ]
I just want things to stop changing.
[ He wants one home, he wants one name, he wants to stop being a mess and a burden, he wants things to make sense, and he wants everyone to stop leaving. He wants something stable, but he knows that may not come for a very long time. ]
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He’s so much younger than that white hair makes him look, and he never really got the chance to properly grow up. All his anger and fear have made sure of that. Part of him will always be that terrified ten year old, a kraken out of water, struggling forever to hide his feelings. It’s all so tiring and it’s frustrating and he wishes he just had one thing in his life that wasn’t upsetting. ]
I just want things to stop changing.
[ He wants one home, he wants one name, he wants to stop being a mess and a burden, he wants things to make sense, and he wants everyone to stop leaving. He wants something stable, but he knows that may not come for a very long time. ]