[Maybe "honored" isn't the right word for how Atsushi is feeling, but he definitely feels something, watching Chuuya move his hair like that. Still, he can't let that distract him from what he set out to do.]

... I know I should check on people, but... there's nothing I can do for them that the Natha can't do better. And if anyone got left behind, I can't go back to the planet either...

[He really should check on people, but he doesn't want to. He doesn't want to find out that someone didn't make it, or anything like that. If there was something he could do to help, that would be different, but under current circumstances, he would just be torturing himself. He should rest first.

So he finishes washing Chuuya's back, quickly enough.]

There, all done. [He knows he's making the right choice in resting before anything else, but he still has to take a deep breath, trying to accept it.] ... Let's find a room.