[He's not wrong in that regard, that she had impulsively decided to do such an act because of the news she'd received. She shifts slightly, so she's not muttering against him anymore. Whether or not he wants the tmi he's going to get it. Sort of.]
I wanted to feel wanted and desired, because I thought you wouldn't want me anymore. At first he refused because he said your first time is supposed to be something that shouldn't be given away so easily so we went to bed instead. The next morning though it was still something I wanted to do, even though I wasn't as upset, so we did it.
[So the answer? It started as the former but ended up being something that had been fueled by actual mutual desire.]
It felt good. I'd do it again.
[Uh. Yeah. Good to know? Maybe???]
It doesn't matter if it would be easy or not, you never told me the finer details. I thought you made a baby and it just...happened.
[It's not like she knows how Chiropteran reproduction works either okay.]
Besides, JJ said that you shouldn't ever have a baby unless you want to be a mother. You and Amshel never told me what you wanted to do with the baby either.
[Ah...seems like a lot of people have been putting a lot of thoughts into her head lately. Ignorance may have left her seeming stupid and easily manipulated, but the more she explores the new world they've to live in and talks to others the more her opinions have been shifting and changing. She's not exactly under Solomon's thumb anymore, it seems, even if she does still feel she has to defer to him.]
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[He's not wrong in that regard, that she had impulsively decided to do such an act because of the news she'd received. She shifts slightly, so she's not muttering against him anymore. Whether or not he wants the tmi he's going to get it. Sort of.]
I wanted to feel wanted and desired, because I thought you wouldn't want me anymore. At first he refused because he said your first time is supposed to be something that shouldn't be given away so easily so we went to bed instead. The next morning though it was still something I wanted to do, even though I wasn't as upset, so we did it.
[So the answer? It started as the former but ended up being something that had been fueled by actual mutual desire.]
It felt good. I'd do it again.
[Uh. Yeah. Good to know? Maybe???]
It doesn't matter if it would be easy or not, you never told me the finer details. I thought you made a baby and it just...happened.
[It's not like she knows how Chiropteran reproduction works either okay.]
Besides, JJ said that you shouldn't ever have a baby unless you want to be a mother. You and Amshel never told me what you wanted to do with the baby either.
[Ah...seems like a lot of people have been putting a lot of thoughts into her head lately. Ignorance may have left her seeming stupid and easily manipulated, but the more she explores the new world they've to live in and talks to others the more her opinions have been shifting and changing. She's not exactly under Solomon's thumb anymore, it seems, even if she does still feel she has to defer to him.]