[ that's not entirely true, he can think of some things it could be —but he's not nearly certain enough to voice those guesses, and there are some possibilities he will still not let himself consider. if he does, he might start thinking that they are real and then he might start wanting.
easier not to let himself do that, not to go down that path, isn't it? (maybe it isn't.)
but bucky leans in to kiss him again and any dreary thoughts are wiped from thomas' mind in favour of kissing bucky back, slow and thoroughly despite the chance of anyone watching. it's the end of the world, after all. ]
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[ that's not entirely true, he can think of some things it could be —but he's not nearly certain enough to voice those guesses, and there are some possibilities he will still not let himself consider. if he does, he might start thinking that they are real and then he might start wanting.
easier not to let himself do that, not to go down that path, isn't it? (maybe it isn't.)
but bucky leans in to kiss him again and any dreary thoughts are wiped from thomas' mind in favour of kissing bucky back, slow and thoroughly despite the chance of anyone watching. it's the end of the world, after all. ]