[To tell the truth, chemical warfare is horrible, but it's par for the course for Bellamy. He's used to it, which he's starting to realize is an awful thing to admit to himself. Realistically, he's never felt safe in his life—not on the Ark, when he was constantly worried about Octavia being discovered, and certainly not on the ground. He's not sure if he's capable of slowing down or relaxing. He's never come close to it.]
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Are you happy here?