I'm afraid you have too high an opinion of me... but in this case, you aren't wrong.

[ he's certainly capable of doing terrible things, but she's right that he would never knowingly cooperate in an indiscriminate attack against innocent people.

though he's more than willing to give other people the impression that he is. ]

...take care of yourself. [ it's hard to know what the extent of this sickness might be, but it's clear enough it's nothing good. ] In some ways, your situation may be even more unfortunate than mine.