What else am I suppose to do? Risk losing out on the promise from our creepy overseers? [ No way. Even if she would hate it, she has friends that need to wake up. ] Not sure if this will be a fulltime gig — I'd like to find something better, but if Carmen can heal, I have to guide her.

[ There's a quick shake of her head, honestly. ]

Less of that — more of an extension of me. I think she's some spiritual manifestation of who I want to be — but, uh. She heals. I guess. I'm still weird having people see her, only my friends did.