[It's unfair to dump this on Slaine, too, she thinks. She's vaguely aware of that, in the back of her mind, but the tears won't stop and the words are bubbling up before she can stop herself.]
Even if— even if I wasn't seeing him every day, I always knew I could go find him if I needed to, and now... n-now...
[Now he's asleep in a pod and she doesn't know how to deal with it, honestly. She's always sort of taken it for granted that Hak would be around. Now that he's not? ...well. It's not great.]
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[It's unfair to dump this on Slaine, too, she thinks. She's vaguely aware of that, in the back of her mind, but the tears won't stop and the words are bubbling up before she can stop herself.]
Even if— even if I wasn't seeing him every day, I always knew I could go find him if I needed to, and now... n-now...
[Now he's asleep in a pod and she doesn't know how to deal with it, honestly. She's always sort of taken it for granted that Hak would be around. Now that he's not? ...well. It's not great.]