Well... shit. She hadn't meant to do that, and she felt a twinge of guilt and shame settle over her. Familiar sensations, but ones she hadn't been going for. He hadn't deserved that and she knew it. She was lashing out because she was scared and in the dark and she couldn't hurt him.

Except, apparently, she could. She pinched the bridge of her nose, letting out a long breath. Sorry didn't come naturally to her. Self degradation, however... "I'm an asshole. You're trying to help and I'm just... I don't like this. It's my body and it's doing something it didn't used to."