[ it's during one of his early patrols through the district that it all becomes too much — the liberties those working in the district are inclined to take, the encouragements they offer, but most of all whatever it is in the air making desire spark under his skin. it isn't impossible to ignore, to remain professional, but it takes a great deal of control.
right now, nightingale feels near the end of his supply of control, considerable though it may be, and so he remembers john's offer of refuge and decides to take him up on it. by the time he makes it through the brothel to john's office, there's some colour in his cheeks and his jaw is clenched against the want. maybe seeking out someone he's already slept with and finds very attractive is not the best idea right now, but it's the only one he's got, his chest tight with need. ]
∆ JOHN — definitely nsfw
right now, nightingale feels near the end of his supply of control, considerable though it may be, and so he remembers john's offer of refuge and decides to take him up on it. by the time he makes it through the brothel to john's office, there's some colour in his cheeks and his jaw is clenched against the want. maybe seeking out someone he's already slept with and finds very attractive is not the best idea right now, but it's the only one he's got, his chest tight with need. ]