[ john walks away and for a moment, thomas thinks that he's asked for too much. he wouldn't blame john for it at all if that were to be the case. he would apologise and leave and not return, most likely — it is not that he is ashamed of the fact that he wants, that he needs, but he would be ashamed if it were to be a burden or a bother for someone else.
but john turns the lock and looks at him, gaze heavy, and thomas' breath catches again. he shifts, legs falling open a little, the stiffness seeping out of his posture. ]
John.
[ he doesn't nod, doesn't offer approval or pleas beyond the roughness, the unmasked want in his voice. ]
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but john turns the lock and looks at him, gaze heavy, and thomas' breath catches again. he shifts, legs falling open a little, the stiffness seeping out of his posture. ]
John.
[ he doesn't nod, doesn't offer approval or pleas beyond the roughness, the unmasked want in his voice. ]