"You think...?" Gilbert gives a quiet laugh, finding the food has suddenly gone to ash in his mouth as he takes another bite. But this is what adulthood is, Elliot. Forcing yourself to do stuff you don't want to do in hopes you survive to someday do one or two things that you do.

"It's starting to feel like all I do is wait for him. Did you know I've been waiting for him longer than I actually knew him...? It seems so ridiculous, the more I think about it."