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( introlog #5 ) strangerer things
You have spent the last few days on Thesa Station, taking in the knowledge that your world is no more. Perhaps you've made some friends (or maybe an enemy or two). Either way, you aren't expected to spend all of your time on the Station. El Nysa needs you, after all, and you promised you'd help the planet thrive. Are you ready?
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All refugees on the station are called to the hangar where a large-scale teleporter has been set up; everyone will be sent to the planet together. Simply step onto the space between the arrays and wait. Before they depart, all new refugees will be given a starter kit!
You may have heard about earlier technical difficulties, but don't worry. I promise everything is in perfect working order this time. I'd say I tested it myself, but since that's not exactly possible, you'll just have to trust me! (Please.) The older refugees will also be there to guide you to ensure no one is left confused... or behind. Make sure you wait for them — I've been detecting something odd so I'll be having them meet you at the landing site. Good luck, refugees! Not that you'll be needing it or anything... The arrays begin to hum and glow, quickly building into a brilliant wash of light. It creates a column that travels all the way from Thesa Station to the surface of El Nysa. With the night sky as a canvas, the beam can be seen all the way from Olympia and Wyver — a view that has the natives whispering of blessings. As a sudden but beautiful aurora splays across the sky, the refugees down on the planet receive a message asking them to travel to the landing site — and warning them to prepare for what may come of the strange readings Zasere's gotten from the teleport itself. ON A BEAM OF LIGHT ![]()
Traveling through the light leaves the impression of blinding starlight, a strange sense of weightlessness, and a disorienting moment of total sensory deprivation. The radiance of your teleport hangs bright in the sky above you, a shimmering aurora that reflects off the calm waters below, visible for miles all around.
You've landed on a peninsula to the east of the South Outpost. There's little here — scattered trees on spring-barren plains, with a few overgrown, dilapidated structures poking out of the brush. All is quiet save for the keening of animals and the gentle lapping of waves against the shore. This lonely desolation is hardly the bustling cities and vibrant cultures you were promised back on the station... BY CAMPFIRE'S GLOW. But waiting for you is a group of your predecessors, and with them, a veritable tent city, with portable stoves, coolers of food and drink, comfortable bedrolls, and cheerful rings of bonfires — all that you need to make merry of the night, courtesy of Overseer Voss, who has, thanks to his interest in blessed meteorological phenomena and refugees, decided to make a holy expedition of the affair. CLOSE ENCOUNTERS ![]()
Despite going off without hitch, the new refugees' arrival isn't entirely without incident. It seems that the "blessed" beam of light that brought the refugees down to El Nysa brought something else along with it — a sliver of the Storm. At least the beam was short enough that only a small fraction managed to squeeze through.
But it's enough to wreak a little havoc around the landing site and along the road back toward Olympia and Wyver — and even, for a few days, in the cities themselves. THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE. The Storm is an undeniably destructive force, and that's proven with this small sliver's effect as it ripples across the continent. While there's no visible sign of its presence, strange phenomena soon begin to appear, corresponding with Zasere's odd readings. DECISIONS, DECISIONS... ![]()
The time is coming to make a choice — perhaps not a permanent choice, but unless you want to spend the rest of your nights out under the stars, you'll need to pick which city you will initially spend your time in. On the horizon, you will see that people have arrived to help you make that decision...
A FORK IN THE ROAD. Refugees and the hyper-religious wishing to hear Voss speak are not the only ones out and about under the light of the aurora. Citizens of both Olympia and Wyver have flocked to a point on the road midway between the cities and where the refugees have appeared, and they all have the same goal in mind: convincing the newcomers who have just descended in the blessed light of Thesa to come to their city and not the other.You've chosen your path, refugee, but that doesn't necessarily make it a permanent one. Watch out for the strange effects of the Storm, which linger still in the two cities and everywhere in between for the next few days before dissipating just as mysteriously as they came, but otherwise enjoy the welcome and make yourself at home — after all, this is home now. FINAL OOC NOTES
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There were three of us when we went to stop Ivan. Three people against Ivan and his personal army were never particularly good odds, and we all knew it. His name was Alexei. He died because I wasn't fast enough.
[It's not the whole story, of course. Maybe not even entirely true, aside from how it plays in her memory. But Ava's not a good person; if Alexei had just been some random SHIELD agent his death wouldn't have affected her like this, with the guilt that got under her skin. He meant something to her, and the uncomfortable truth is that it wouldn't entirely surprise her if even in the dark Rumlow could see through her.
It's easy both to keep and to tell secrets in the dark.
She nods, sighs softly as she curls fingers tight against his shoulder, leans into the way his thumb holds her chin steady. She hasn't really told many people about Alexei. She told her team, but not Sana. Not that she could really talk to Sana after everything that had happened, fully aware that SHIELD was monitoring all her communications with everyone. It was why they'd started just sending each other songs. Because there was no code there, no secrets, just knowing her best-friend well enough to understand what it meant. She'd like to say it was why she'd never replied to Dante, but no, that just hurt too much. He'd told her to her face that Alexei's death was her fault, and even his letter hadn't really erased that, as if it could.]
I know, I'm different. I try to think that's mostly a good thing, though. Not like I can go back.
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That was the abridged version it seemed, but even in the dark with only the glow of her eyes identifying where she was looking, it was clear that Alexei was a sore subject. She hadn't mentioned the person before this and there had been plenty of opportunities.]
He died because you weren't fast enough? As in, the machine you were deactivating exploded and killed him or...?
[He needed more facts to make an actual assessment, even if it might be painful for her to recount even to him. He respected that she might not want to kiss and tell, that the more she said could reveal other aspects of their relationship which could put her under further scrutiny. Not that he would use any of this against her, but it was an insight she might not want from him.
His thumb stroked her chin affectionately while still holding it up so he could look into the aspects of her face he could see in the dark.]
You can't go back. You have to master your skills and use them as you see fit. That's all anyone can do.
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I'm doing my best. [There's a slight smile, and she breathes a little easier. Fingers curling against the side of his neck. Always tactile, always easier when there was contact, something to touch, hold onto. Rumlow was probably the only person alive that knew that about her. She sighs softly, and then she slowly starts talking, recounting not the details, but at least the events, the important ones.]
Ivan had set up a lab in the cisterns under the Sultan Ahmet mosque in Istanbul. He had over a hundred people with guns. People like me, except the ones he'd kept. Snipers on the scaffolding, just- bullets everywhere. Alexei was trying to draw their fire so I had enough time to deactivate the machine. He got hit right as I got it to work. And then it exploded.
[She quiets for a moment, a blink of her eyes as that vague feeling of the loss curls in her just from talking about it. She hasn't really talked about losing him, about how she felt. With her team she was pragmatic, facts-only, pretending that anger was the only thing there. Rumlow could probably tell that wasn't the case, and so she wasn't pretending.]
The machine had eight power sources feeding into the central unit. [Like an octopus, like a skull with tentacles.] If we'd just tried to blow it up, it would have leveled the mosque and a not insignificant portion of the surrounding area. So you're right. I saved people, I just didn't save Alexei.
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And the problem was the location as well. It was prime for maximum destruction, as HYDRA often was. Hiding in plain sight it was often called, even if it was tucked in some underground place. Even without the potential damage to the population, that many guns against three people?]
So, did all three of you know and understand what you were getting yourself into when you entered that mosque, or was he in the dark to what was happening? I mean, I can think of only two reasons a boy goes into a situation like that without a debriefing.
[He understood the complications of blowing up a machine with power in a sensitive area like the Sultan Ahmet mosque. That was the whole point, after all. Force other people to hesitate because the loss of potential life was too much to consider and the international incident would have been catastrophic. That hesitation might mean the plan works.]
I mean, you saved people, but now you're just belittling his death. Sounds like he had a choice, and he chose to draw fire. So, you thinking it's all about you having to save him and failing in that means his death isn't as heroic as it is. You trusted him to do a job, and it seems like he did it with the ultimate sacrifice. Now it's up to you to honour him in what you do from here on out.
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[Ava sighs in the dark in a way that's pretty clear confirmation on that point. And probably part of why she feels so guilty about the whole thing. Although she's notably vague on whether or not she'd liked him back. It's a... complicated issue, one she's never really worked through because that would require talking to someone about it, and this conversation with Rumlow is just about the closest she's gotten to it.]
If you want to be technical, none of us really knew what we were getting into. Natasha's last intel put Ivan in New Jersey, though we knew there was a chance he'd be there. We expected mercenaries, but Stark was trying to track the rest of the project. They thought they were still embedded, no one expected Ivan to pull them back like some personal army. And Alexei was just a civ--
[She cuts herself off, shakes her head and sighs into his chest because that's not quite right, is it? There's a pause as she tries to rephrase it.] All Alexei really remembered was being a civilian. [She shrugs her shoulders a little, but there's a slight smile as she looks up at him in the dim light. Her eyes a little brighter with the emotion, the feelings.]
Maybe you're right. But he shouldn't have had to be a martyr. I dragged him into all of that. Even his best friend told me it was my fault he was dead after they had the funeral service.
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[Her words and the sigh was rather telling that Ava and this Alexei had clearly liked each other, so much so as to enter into a suicide mission with no clear facts and no team to back them up. It was likely a testament to their own skills that they hadn't been killed along with Alexei.
And the idea that the dead kid was just another brainwashed servant to the Soviets didn't pass his notice either. Likely, like so many others, the kid had been planted and it might have actually saved everyone a lot of heartache that he had died when he did, but he wasn't about to point that out. Alexei was a sore subject.]
He wasn't a martyr; he was a soldier. And sometimes soldiers have the make the hard calls for the greater good of the mission.
[He had a feeling that Alexei would have something to say about Ava dragging the guy into much of anything. People didn't wander into those situations without having some clue how it was about to go and very few would also run around to draw fire if they didn't understand the implications of the choice.]
People in grief need to blame someone or something in order to process. They tend to lash out at the closest thing to an answer that they have. Don't take it personally because in the end, drawing fire was Alexei's choice. We can only respect those choices.
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[There's something a little bit like humor at that, a slight quirk of her lips. She doesn't even bother claiming that he hadn't had a shot with her. They'd had sex in a shitty motel in Odessa, with Ava caught between the emotions from realizing what her mother had done to her and the sinking reality of how grim the path forward was starting to look. She'd needed to feel something. Nat had been off talking to Tony about algorithms for tracking down the other quantums. It was almost inevitable, really.]
He was still an idiot.
[But her voice is a little bit softer as she says it, and it's not really a criticism or an insult. It's hard to argue with Rumlow's idea that the only real choice here is to acknowledge his sacrifice, and grant him the respect of allowing him that. Coulson had his name put on the Wall they had at the SHIELD Academy, the names of people lost in the line of duty. Alexei would have liked that, she thinks.]
Maybe you're right. He sent me a letter later, trying to apologize and saying that he didn't believe it was my fault, but that if Alexei had never left with me that day he'd still be alive. And sometimes-- I wonder if Alexei really had a choice in that.
[These are questions she doesn't usually say outloud. They're things that come to her in the dark, and keep her awake. Finding out the truth of her origins leaves her with uncomfortable feelings, and the questions she can never entirely let herself push too deep, of how much of what she felt for Alexei was her own?]
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[He might not approve of her choice of places for sex, but what he didn't know, couldn't meet his disapproval. Of course, he wasn't about to judge her either. She was an adult and could make decisions for herself, so he was only here to make certain she didn't electrocute someone apparently and to make certain she was around so he didn't freeze to death in the storm.]
No, I know I'm right. Trust me, you think I haven't lost men and women under my command over the years? The guilt will eat you alive if you don't learn to let it go. Sure, you can feel bad for the loss and grieve them, but in the end, respecting their choice is the only real honour you'll ever give their memory.
[And her wondering at his choice because of... whatever circumstances made the kid believe he only was a civilian would complicate the issue. Alexei was dead, and questioning the level of choice was just going to lead down a dark road that would detract from the kid's sacrifice. No point doing that either.]
If you always question what motivates people, you'll go mad. It makes you paranoid.
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It was a very Romanoff thing to do, she supposed.]
Yeah, they are. Idiots.
[It's a little playful, though, which if nothing else says he managed to keep her thoughts from going too deep or dark. And it's a little fond, and with that underlying understanding that sometimes she's an idiot too. So she nods, breathes, and she curls in a little bit closer.] No wonder Natasha's always so edgy, then.
[It's not quite a joke, but it's a touch of mirth, a little piece of amusement, and making an attempt at letting it go, for the moment anyway. There was truth to it, though, of course- Natasha was always questioning what motivated people. It was why she was so good at what she did. But Rumlow was right in that it came with a certain degree of paranoia.
Ava couldn't say she escaped it entirely, but she was a little bit more willing to try, anyway. Even if she understood better than just about anyone where that came from for Nat.]
You want me to take first watch?
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He snorted at her comment about Romanoff, thinking she knew better than most of them about that. Romanoff was good about appearing casual in most situations, but they always had an eye out for her since she could sniff out details with little prompting from them. It would have been a pity to have to try to kill her; he didn't think she would have the same kind of mercy as Rogers when push came to shove.]
It might have also been because she never allowed herself to build personal connections because she's been suspicious of everyone. That's not a way to live.
[He shrugged and settled down, aware that the evening was only going to get colder. There was also no point arguing on who took which watch. They would even out the time anyway, so he wasn't concerned.]
Sure, it's yours. Wake me if something shows up or the storm blows itself out.
[He nestled a little closer to be aware of any movements she might make, and he closed his eyes. When he set his mind to it, it wasn't difficult to fall asleep. He knew she would wake him after all.]