nysalogs | May Catchall

_{[Even if he were the type to take advantage Diva wouldn't see it that way. He's not really putting up much of a fight or protesting, which has her relaxing her grip around him. Does she really know what she's offering? Well, sort of. Not in its entirety, but she understands the physical aspect of it. The emotional might come and hit her like a brick later, but that's a problem for future Diva.]}

If it wasn't okay you would know.

_{[For one she wouldn't be so docile in his arms. If anything, she'd be thrashing about, tearing up pillows and his mattress.]}

I want to be close.

_{[Because there still feels like there's a void inside her from the knowledge she had received from Mephisto. If she couldn't have a baby, would she even be able to do something like this?]}

[Well, when she puts it that way... Of course he wants to be close, too; for that matter, hearing her say that's what she wants just about breaks his heart. He never meant to be anything but close to her.

Then... maybe this is really okay? It's not just him being selfish, after all... That makes it okay, right?]

... Lie back.

[That will work, surely: if he can physically be on top, then he will naturally take charge of this situation. He's just going to lie on top of her and... kiss her, to start. Kissing is always nice.]

_{[She rolls out of his grasp with little hesitation onto her back, blue eyes meeting gold ones expectantly. Maybe if Diva knew the inner turmoil Atsushi was going through she would be more forward with offering him reassurance. Instead she stays quiet, exhaling softly when Atsushi shifts to lay atop her. The weight is welcomed as she reaches to wrap her arms around his neck loosely.

Kissing is nice - that's something Diva will never disagree with. As soon as Atsushi's lips find hers she's readily returning the contact with a soft, wet sound. It's not bad, this position, even if it's the most submissive Diva's ever been in her life. If Atsushi is determined to take the lead she's not going to stop him.]}

[He's taking charge, all right - or at least trying his best to. (Her cooperation is much appreciated.) Kissing is something he's done more often, and even if he's still not an expert at it, he's used to it enough that it gives him confidence, in addition to feeling good.

It doesn't quell his nerves entirely, of course. There's more he needs to do, here, and while he's well aware of the mechanics of it all, it still feels like going in blind - which is quite literally what he's doing, too, because he wants to keep kissing, and that limits his options of sight considerably.

But he can still hike up her nightgown while he's at it, and awkwardly feel around to make sure it's high enough up to continue. He just -... He really doesn't know how to do the vaginas. He should probably try to carefully feel around in there, just an ass needs opening up??]

_{[When the presence of fingers suddenly make themselves known on the edge of the waistband of her panties she immediately freezes, only to squirm when they slide further down haphazardly brushing against her. It's different from when Takasugi has touched her, that much she's aware of, and as much as she's been going on about going all the way he wasn't just going to stick it in, was he?

A hand slides away from his neck, only to snag his wrist, stopping his hand effectively from roaming any further. She's not worked up enough for mischievous fingers just yet.]}

Wait...don't you want to undress me first?

Edited 2018-06-18 15:36 (UTC)

[Okay but can Takasugi please write a guide or something, because Atsushi really doesn't know! He's done some fooling around by now, and buttsex from both sides exactly once, and that's it. That's all he has to go on.

Still, he thinks he's doing all right, if only because he's not letting his nerves keep him from continuing what he's doing - but then Diva stops him. He's not offended, but he's certainly confused. Undress her?]

If you want...?

[He can do that, sure. He thought she might be more comfortable like this, but clearly he was wrong, so... here it goes.

All right. Undoing her nightgown, it is. Sitting up a little, he starts working on the buttons little by little. He feels so silly.... Maybe that's another reason to press on: he'd rather not have time to think about how ridiculous he must look!]

_{[Luckily for Atsushi Diva doesn't think he looks ridiculous at all. If anything he seems pretty focused and intent of stripping her, just as she'd suggested.

That doesn't mean she's not going to give him a coy look though as he does so, relaxing against the mattress as he fiddles with buttons. It's funny, how much of a fuss he had put up in the past when it came to seeing her naked and now he was going to get a full look at her and more.]}

Lucky you.

_{[Is he though??? That remains to be seen.]}

[It can't be helped?! She's the one who wants to be naked! And considering how they're planning to have sex... it seems silly to make a big deal out of nudity. Even if it's not necessary to undress for sex, it's still not as embarrassing as the sex itself, either.

He looks from the buttons to her, trying to read her meaning from her expression, but the face she's making merely makes him blush.]

... I am.

[Yes, of course. He's very lucky, and he'd never deny that.

Meanwhile he's gotten some buttons out of the way, so he thinks he can take the nightgown off of her - with a little help.]

Lift your arms?

_{[Lifting her arms is easy enough to do as she moves to help wriggle herself out of her nightgown. It's the only thing she's wearing, panties aside and when it's finally stripped free from her body she's left fully on display, flopping back onto the mattress without delay. It's better this way, she thinks, and there's no shame in it either. More comfortable too.

Her hair is splayed beneath her, contrasting sharply with the outline of porcelain white skin. She's a sight to behold, the only accents of pink visible consisting of her lips and perked nipples. Calling her pretty wouldn't do her justice - she's far more alluring than just that.]}

See? It's better this way.

[Of course she's more than just pretty, though Atsushi doesn't often think other words. She's gorgeous. Seeing her exposed before him is the rough equivalent of having a mountain of chazuke bowls and/or gold stacked up in front of him - and she should be just as unattainable.

Yet here they are. He's gotten used to not having to panic about finances (to some degree), but this is entirely new to him. There's no way that someone like him deserves this.]

... It is. [He can't deny that. It's impossible not to stare at least a little.] Can I touch you?

[That sure is a logical thing to ask when you've already agreed on sex. But touching her when she's naked still feels different than "just" sex, somehow.]

_{[It's kind of silly, she thinks, that he's bothering to ask, but at the same time his manners are endearing. It just goes to further drive home the point of how sweet Atsushi really is. He may not think someone like him deserves 'this' but that's far from the truth. Compared to her he's a better person on all fronts.

The way he stares only has her grinning, hands reaching for his wrists to gently guide his palms to her chest.]}

I want you to.

_{[It's exciting, being looked at the way Atsushi's looking at her. It's different from the hungry gazes she'd get on nights she'd frequent the red light district for a bite. There's ultimately respect there, behind his eyes, and that for some reason gets her heart to thrum a little faster.]}

[OMG SHE WENT THERE! She really went right there! He just about has a heart attack at first contact - but the world doesn't explode or anything, and he settles down a bit. God, they're so soft...!

Very carefully, he feels up her breasts, tracing the contours of them, amazed at how they respond to his touch. The weight of them is so strange, when they're not confined by clothing... So soft; so warm.

And then he fully realizes what she said. If she wants him to touch there, then...]

Does it feel good?

_{[It's interesting to watch him go about touching her, tracing her curves and more or less marveling at what's on display for him to explore. Nudity has never been something Diva has been bothered by, especially her own, so the heat that begins to rise to her cheeks isn't that of embarrassment. If anything it's delight, delight at how fixated Atsushi seems to be.

That, and his hands feel warm and nice against her skin.]}

Mm, it does. I like it.

_{[And because she can't help herself, she follows it up with a question she already knows the answer to.]}

You do too, right?

... Yes...

[He's embarrassed, sure, but his fascination outweighs his embarrassment for the moment. He sighs, the sound a little strained. He was hard to start with, and that's getting kind of uncomfortable, but he also really really wants to take his time exploring Diva's body, now that he's got the chance.

He barely knows what might feel good, of course, but with his hands having felt around already, and perhaps a vague desire to kiss in the back of his mind, he leans down and kisses her breasts instead of her mouth, first one and then the other. It's a bit silly and overly formal, but it just feels right.]

_{[Good. That's what she likes to hear. In fact, usually everything Atsushi says is something she likes to hear. It's not that he's a 'yes' man, per say, but he does give her confidence quite a boost over all.

Atsushi might think it silly, but Diva doesn't. Instead she likes the attention, a little giddy as she raises her fingers to his scalp to card through his hair. Even if some of the strands are uneven in length, it's still quite soft and fun to play with. Kissing is nice, but she hadn't thought to kiss places other than lips.]}

Mm...

[Lips still pressed to her skin, he glances up at that sound she makes. She really does like this, doesn't he? That encourages him - and so he continues, slowly but surely kissing his way around her breasts, his hands steadying himself on either side of her.

He hums a little as she runs her fingers through his hair. For some reason or other, that simple gesture has always made him feel incredibly loved, no matter who does it and what the context.]

_{[It's nice. Everything about this experience right now is nice. The more he kisses her skin the more she can feel her chest tighten under the attention. Atsushi is so careful and kind with the way he tends to her it's hard not to be pleased with what he's doing.

While he busies himself with kissing her she continues to rake her fingers through his hair, glad he seems to enjoy it just as much as she does. Really though she shouldn't be surprised. He's part tiger, isn't he? Don't cats enjoy being pet?

Speaking of cats...]}

You should use your tongue.

[His tongue? That seems a bit strange to him, still, but then... he remembers some other experiences involving tongue that felt very nice indeed. Something about leaving saliva on skin feels weird (and kind of rude?), is all.

But he definitely doesn't have a problem with doing it - and even if he did, at her request, he'd do it regardless. So he licks her, with tiny little testing licks. She feels so hot under his tongue... After a little licking exploration, her nipples catch his attention more than usual, and he decides to lick at those, next.]

_{[In contrast Diva doesn't find it weird at all. The feeling of saliva on her skin evaporating gives her goosebumps as Atsushi seems to test the waters. It's when he moves his attention to her nipples that her eyes go wide and a sound of surprise escapes her in the form of a little gasp.]}

Do it again.

_{[Not that she has to really tell him, he seems to have gotten the point himself.]}

[He was honestly only guessing as to whether her nipples would feel good to lick, and part of his curiosity was simply to see how they'd feel on his tongue, but he's glad that she's enjoying it. He does it again as instructed, then moves to the other nipple and repeats it there, too, pushing his tongue against her just a little harder, the flat of it pressing up against her nipple as he licks.]

_{[Looks like Atsushi's curiosity has won out, rewarding him with another airy sound from the vampire beneath him. Her fingers settle at the nape of his neck as he goes about licking her sharp nails lightly scratching against skin and the hair she finds there. Part of her wants him to do more, to perhaps be a little more daring, but he's going in the right direction and that's what matters.

They're both figuring things out as they go, after all.]}

[Atsushi, for one, is definitely still figuring things out, but he's eager to please, and he pays attention to Diva's reactions. He'll do his best - and he'll listen to whatever she suggests.

For now, though, her breasts still seem to be getting good reactions, so he sticks around there for a while. But what more can he do...? He can only lick the same spots so much!

Maybe sucking would help? It's worth a shot - so that's what he does, very gently at first. He'll try elsewhere on her breasts, first, but soon move on to her nipples if it seems to be well-received.]

_{[Now that's something Diva hadn't thought to suggest. Once his lips close over her nipple she can't help but hold her breath at the sensation. It's incredibly intimate, having him essentially suckle her, and it leaves her sighing, eyelids fluttering shut. If there's one thing Diva is it's vocal as she finds herself arching her back just a bit, to press her breast further against his mouth. She's greedy and wants more, but that's no surprise.]}

Mmn...I like it Atsushi.

[Her reactions make him swell with pride (as if he could do any further swelling), and he's eager to make her respond even more - not that he has any idea how. But if sucking is welcome, then he'll suck both her nipples a little more.

Every step forward feels like a chance of screwing up, but he has to keep going - and what's the worst that could happen? She could tell him not to do a thing, and that's that. Enjoying working her with his mouth, he involved his teeth, just barely, lightly scraping them over skin rather than biting down. If nothing else, it's a sharp contrast with his wet tongue, and he'll follow up with that again soon enough.]

_{[Sure, there are a lot of ways Atsushi could mess this up, but at the same time she wouldn't fault him for doing something she might not enjoy. After all, it isn't as if she isn't forward with her words or about what she likes.

The sudden addition of teeth have her sucking in a breath between her own, a wanton little sound nestled in her throat. The more he does it, the more she finds herself growing hotter. Her face feels warm, as if she's come down with a low-grade fever, legs shifting against the mattress so she can loosely wrap them around him instead.

Her hands too shift from their spot by his neck. sliding down his back to come to the base of his spine, only for her to push down. As she does so her hips rise up, in a bid to grind against him, to feel the same sort of friction she'd felt with him before in the past. It might be a little cruel of her to do so considering his state...but no one ever said Diva wasn't greedy.]}

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