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[beknight]

Who: bruce wayne (beknight) & various others.
What: it's the eye of the tiger.
When: after this network post!
Where: the dojo
Warning(s): violence! more will be added if needed.

accompanying log for sparring training.

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[beknight]

[ It doesn't take long for him to stop, and pull away. Again, he adjusts Atsushi's stance with his foot, and rotates his elbow lightly to keep his arms balanced, and not so close to his body. ]

[ Now he's going to try and trigger a transformation in self-defence. Bruce lunges to hit harder, faster. ]

[gekkajuu]

[Atsushi tries to defend himself as he is, really he does: that's what he'd intended to learn, after all. (That, and fighting offense that way, but one thing at a time.) To his credit, he keeps up fairly well, always a little too slow, but not getting any worse, oddly enough: when Foster speeds up, for a while Atsushi simply follows suit.

When things get more serious, Atsushi will take a blow or two if he has to, but if a hard hit comes his way and he knows he can't take it - or he's simply, on some level, afraid of the pain that would follow - he holds his arms in front of him, transformed, as a shield, hunching over and literally hiding behind them.]

[beknight]

[ He stops then, he's not here to cause fear, not like this. ]

How do you feel?

[gekkajuu]

[Realizing what happened comes with a bitter sense of defeat. Atsushi can't keep relying on his ability. Straightening up, he transforms his arms back, and takes a deep breath.]

... Sorry. I didn't mean to. [Any fear or lack thereof goes ignored: that's not important. What matters is that Atsushi is trying to learn how to fight, and Foster took the time to teach him, but Atsushi flaked out on him.] It won't happen again. Please can we try once more?

[beknight]

[ To ask him not to use it would be like not breathing — it's easier to accept what is and channel it than resist. ]

[ He smiles faintly. Gently, ]

That didn't answer my question.

[gekkajuu]

[How did he feel..? Atsushi is fairly in touch with his feelings, normally, but things like fear and sadness, he was told most of his life he has no right to feel. They're a little harder to pinpoint, depending on the circumstances.]

... I panicked. I couldn't keep up anymore.

[That's still no good reason to freeze up, though, is it? Especially if he transformed.]

I could have fought back, but... I didn't want to risk hurting you?

[Huh. Somehow that's a little unexpected - not that he enjoys hurting people, but he still wasn't expecting that kind of motivation here. He smiles, a little sheepish.]

... It's a little easier to not worry about that when it's a real fight against an actual enemy.

[beknight]

[ Hard to pinpoint, but necessary for understanding. No one — no matter how well trained — can control their emotions. Only feel and channel them. ]

[ He's so often angry. ]

That's good. [ No one can teach another that kind of care that comes from not wanting to hurt someone. ] And it is. But don't worry about it. I'm well-trained.

Try again.

[gekkajuu]

[Atsushi nods, mostly to himself. Of course Foster is well-trained. Of course Atsushi shouldn't hold back, but... he really doesn't want to hurt people. For his own sake, as well.

But this is not the time to worry about that. He has to improve his fighting skills if he's to handle Akutagawa, should the guy ever wake up.

So he tries again, as ordered. He'll start from scratch again, not transforming until he really needs to, and then only in self-defense. This time, he doesn't freeze, instead using the broad tiger arm to hide his next move as long as possible, striking out at Foster with the other, simple human arm.]