[semi-open]

[ax]

Who: shinjiro aragaki (ax) & various
What: october catchall things
When: october...
Where: everywhere
Warning(s): none? aggressive nursing??

[ ooc: if anyone wants a nurse or to jump in for a random prompt please feel free...! i'm available via pm to plot out anything o/ otherwise this is just going to be a few planned logs. ]

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[ax]

[ are you prepared to be scolded child ]

Every time I see you, you look miserable.

What the hell are you doing?

[terrantrash]

<sub>[Not really, no.

It's not like he's wrong, Slaine is usually some level of miserable. Still, to have it pointed out so readily is a little jarring. What the hell are you doing? Good question. He's not really sure.]</sub>

I don't really understand what you mean by that.

[ax]

You're not eating. You got yourself a black eye. You're just doing what I ask without questioning anything.

[ it's concerning... and it's out of shinji's character to worry about a stranger, but slaine is almost like a lost miserable puppy and he can't turn a blind eye to that. ]

Just doesn't look to me like you're takin' care of yourself.

[terrantrash]

_{[Well this is...awkward. What's he supposed to say to that? He can't really refute it, can he?]}

I got caught in the middle of an altercation and took a fist to the eye from one of the parties involved. I also forget to eat sometimes.

_{[He lets his gaze fall to the surface of his soup, picking up the spoon to stir it absently.]}

As for doing as I'm told...it's kind of an ingrained habit.

[ax]

... Look, I ain't here to tell you what to do.

[ because he'd be a hypocrite if he was... so this is hard. ]

Just think for yourself sometimes.

[terrantrash]

I do.

_{[It's not a lack of not being able to think for himself that's the issue. Following command is something that isn't so easily shrugged off. Not when he'd lived in a constant state of anxiety and fear over being reprimanded for simply existing or stepping out of line. When your survival hinges on making yourself invisible and pleasing those who see your worth as something less than dirt...it takes some adjusting to to live a more normal, balanced lifestyle.]}

Just because I do what I'm told doesn't mean I don't think for myself.

[ax]

You think, but do you do anything about it?

[ sighs shinji. thinking is a good starting point, at least.

this feels a little awkward. he's not here to give life advice to anybody... but the worry is there nonetheless. ]

...

Well, if you need food, you can come here.

[terrantrash]

I haven't been in a position to do anything about it for a long time.

_{[But it is what it is.]}

That's kind of you...thank you.

[ax]

Are you now?

[terrantrash]

_{[He stops his nervous stirring.]}

I think so.

[ax]

... Ok.

[ there are some doubts, but he doesn't question slaine further. finally a little more relaxed, he stands up to return to the kitchen. ]

Eat. I'll get you seconds when you're done with that.

[terrantrash]

<sub>[Nodding (because that's all he feels he can do at this point) Slaine raises the spoon to his lips to taste it. He makes sure to scoop up a noodle and piece of chicken, letting the broth wash over his tongue.

It's good. Comforting...even if chicken now makes him think of Count Saazbaum.]</sub>

...Did you make it yourself?

[ax]

Yeah.

You like it?

[terrantrash]

_{[It's probably the first smile Shinji's gotten out of Slaine, even if it's a bit shy.]}

I do, a lot. I haven't had chicken soup since I was on Earth a long time ago.

[ax]

[ it gets a smile out of shinji too, even if he doesn't like to show it. ]

Eat up. I've got more.

What's your favorite thing to eat?

[terrantrash]

_{[Shinji he can only eat so much.]}

My favourite thing? Peanut butter and jam sandwiches.

[ax]

...

Is that the only thing you eat?

[terrantrash]

No, of course not. I'll eat almost anything.

_{[He doesn't like to waste food okay he's not a picky boy.]}

[ax]

You eat like a kid.

Are you getting enough nutrition?

[terrantrash]

_{[He'll just...take that comment in stride and keep quiet, opting to take another sip of soup instead.]}

I'm trying my best to.

[ax]

Not tryin' very hard.

[ POINTED STARE. ]

[terrantrash]

_[Yikes.]

Like I said...I'm forgetful when it comes to eating sometimes.

[ax]

Get better habits.

[ easier said than done, shinji... and even he knows that. so really he's not scolding slaine too hard. ]

Like I said. Come here for food any time.

[terrantrash]

<sub>[There's the urge to say he doesn't want to impose but...knowing what little he does about Shinji, he knows such an answer will probably be shot down. So, he nods. It's the easiest way to respond.

That and his mouth is full of noodles.]</sub>

[ax]

[ if slaine had said that, shinji would counter with the fact that ryuji's friends all come here for food anyway... one more mouth to feed wouldn't make that much of a difference.

that.... and he kind of loves feeding people. while slaine works on his bowl of soup, shinji disappears into the kitchen to make something else. maybe a little stir fry... whatever he's doing, it smells good. ]