[open!] Lest the only one betrayed / Will be standing center stage
Who: Randel (
toten_sie) & you
What: getting settled into a new world proper, some time at work, etc.
When: Octoberish catch all
Where: Shades Darker, the clinic, around town, an opportune alley or two
Warning(s)/Notes: nothing specific, and if you want anything, feel free to ping yarnzipan @ plurk
Randel has spent his time since waking up doing his best to make his new life feel like his old.
He'd gone down to the clinic, as he'd been told he could, and he'd started volunteering there when he could. That felt like the best of Section III's relief work, simple and good and thankfully, there was always the kind of work that he could do and plenty of it, especially given the situation.
Unfortunately, while he liked everyone there and it paid for his food well enough, it wasn't enough for what he'd expect he'd need, especially if he was going to have a proper nest egg for when everyone else woke up. If it was just for his siblings who'd once lived in Distric Zero, he could have stuck to that. But, funnily enough, it was the thought of the lieutenant, the warrant officers, the rest of his Section that pushed him right into more familiar territory.
It's how he'd ended up going to Shades Darker and while there'd been a bit of a misconception at first about what he was going to do, it had turned out well enough: he would be a bouncer, which, given his size, hardly required much more than a particular cant to his head or a bit of looming. There'd been a couple of times where he'd had to actual take action, but mostly that involved lifting and or throwing and well, that wasn't anything he couldn't do. Otherwise, he does whatever the rest of the staff need from him, smiling and cheerful and happy, more comfortable than most would expect in such a place. After all, he'd grown up in a place like this. It felt more like home that way.
As for his home, he'd been assigned a place to stay, but he hardly used it. If there was an opportune alley or a spot under a bridge, in a tunnel... well, it was a likely as not that Randel would end up sleeping there for the night, making sure to keep his pack well-stocked with rations. He didn't need a home, after all, didn't need a house with or without strangers in it. He just needed someplace to sleep, and he was served just as well on the street as anywhere else. Better that the space be filled by people who really needed it, better people, people who deserved warmth and comfort.
Aside from that, in the few spare moments that he has, he spends it walking the streets, getting a feel for this new city, with all the strange new things and new people. The things that are the same make his heart hurt and the things that are different make it hurt for another reason, because he wants to tell the Lieutenant about it and he can't, not really.
He wonders at the lack of nightmares, but he won't question that gift horse. He knows he doesn't deserve it, but he tries to make it drive him to save more for the others instead of focusing on how he ought to be punished. Sometimes it helps.
He tries to keep his spirits up, even given everything that's happened of late, because when it comes right down to it, it's one of the familiar things: food shortages, rising tensions, violence and the sort of harm that civilians don't deserve even if they almost always got it. But his hand stays nearer his lantern some nights. Not for him, but because he's got work to do here for those who'd come later. He's past the time when he'd wanted to die. For now, there's work to do.
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What: getting settled into a new world proper, some time at work, etc.
When: Octoberish catch all
Where: Shades Darker, the clinic, around town, an opportune alley or two
Warning(s)/Notes: nothing specific, and if you want anything, feel free to ping yarnzipan @ plurk
Randel has spent his time since waking up doing his best to make his new life feel like his old.
He'd gone down to the clinic, as he'd been told he could, and he'd started volunteering there when he could. That felt like the best of Section III's relief work, simple and good and thankfully, there was always the kind of work that he could do and plenty of it, especially given the situation.
Unfortunately, while he liked everyone there and it paid for his food well enough, it wasn't enough for what he'd expect he'd need, especially if he was going to have a proper nest egg for when everyone else woke up. If it was just for his siblings who'd once lived in Distric Zero, he could have stuck to that. But, funnily enough, it was the thought of the lieutenant, the warrant officers, the rest of his Section that pushed him right into more familiar territory.
It's how he'd ended up going to Shades Darker and while there'd been a bit of a misconception at first about what he was going to do, it had turned out well enough: he would be a bouncer, which, given his size, hardly required much more than a particular cant to his head or a bit of looming. There'd been a couple of times where he'd had to actual take action, but mostly that involved lifting and or throwing and well, that wasn't anything he couldn't do. Otherwise, he does whatever the rest of the staff need from him, smiling and cheerful and happy, more comfortable than most would expect in such a place. After all, he'd grown up in a place like this. It felt more like home that way.
As for his home, he'd been assigned a place to stay, but he hardly used it. If there was an opportune alley or a spot under a bridge, in a tunnel... well, it was a likely as not that Randel would end up sleeping there for the night, making sure to keep his pack well-stocked with rations. He didn't need a home, after all, didn't need a house with or without strangers in it. He just needed someplace to sleep, and he was served just as well on the street as anywhere else. Better that the space be filled by people who really needed it, better people, people who deserved warmth and comfort.
Aside from that, in the few spare moments that he has, he spends it walking the streets, getting a feel for this new city, with all the strange new things and new people. The things that are the same make his heart hurt and the things that are different make it hurt for another reason, because he wants to tell the Lieutenant about it and he can't, not really.
He wonders at the lack of nightmares, but he won't question that gift horse. He knows he doesn't deserve it, but he tries to make it drive him to save more for the others instead of focusing on how he ought to be punished. Sometimes it helps.
He tries to keep his spirits up, even given everything that's happened of late, because when it comes right down to it, it's one of the familiar things: food shortages, rising tensions, violence and the sort of harm that civilians don't deserve even if they almost always got it. But his hand stays nearer his lantern some nights. Not for him, but because he's got work to do here for those who'd come later. He's past the time when he'd wanted to die. For now, there's work to do.
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Now that the pair are actually working together the woman takes a moment to appraise him, arms crossed as she leans against the nearest wall. Eventually her brows raise up some.
"You're way too cheerful."
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Maybe he was trying too hard to be cheerful, considering.
"Sorry," is all that he can think to say as he turns back to her. After all, she sort of had a point. Being too cheerful could make him less effective at his job. He'd just thought it was all right, considering how early it was.
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"Don't apologize. I'm teasing you."
One would think by now with as much as she likes to sarcastically tease, she'd actually look or sound like she's teasing to at least give a hint.
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He'd already been rubbing at the back of his neck but he ducks a little then, feeling somewhat dull for not having picked that up. He really should be used to it by now, but maybe it's because he was used to Oreldo always having a smirk on when he said things like that.
"I'm Randel, by the way. Nice to meet you."
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"Mai. Sorry I haven't introduced myself before now."
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"We haven't really had a shift together. And I'm pretty new."
He glances around the room they're in for a moment before deciding on the tack he wants to take.
"Have you been here long?"
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Mai's fairly bold in how she talks about her true origins, though she always seems to keep it nicely couched in terms that could be interpreted any number of ways.
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She looks off into the general lull of the room. Business is at a quite hum for the moment, the more raucous evening hours looming close.
"... I haven't hated it." And maybe that was what had disturbed her the most in the beginning. "It's strange and new maybe but besides recent events? It's calm. It's honestly pretty peaceful too, besides what you'd usually find in a town like this anyhow."
Pickpockets, petty thieves, that sort of thing. Mai didn't really have the fear of small criminals that most citizens might though. She makes an amused noise.
"Even working here has been... kind of fun, in a way."
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Sometimes more friendly than he needed. Not being related to anyone here was a new experience.
"There's not a lot here that feels like home, but this does."
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... Maybe it was the architecture? Or the people.
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Well, he was working on that.
"I grew up in a place just like this. My father was a doctor who took care of the girls and my mother was one of them. Though" he scratches his ear for a moment, smiling softly at the memory, "in a lot of ways, all of the girls were 'mom'."
He glances around for a moment before continuing.
"My sister worked at a brothel too, though not one as nice as this. When she wakes up, I'll have to see if I can get her work here. She'll like it."
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Once the surprise dies off though, she doesn't look scandalized or shocked. Everyone had their circumstances after all and it'd be more than a little hypocritical to be shocked over someone's family working in a place like this when she worked in the place herself.
... Maybe it was nice though, having that many moms. Mai didn't hate her own mother, though she may dislike some of the ways she was raised. Instead Mai turns to the one topic that's been gnawing at her own mind a bit. "You seem pretty confident that she will."
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Because otherwise, there was no justice in the world.
All of them were wonderful, talented, good. Abel was so smart and Ursula had so much fire, Idaten was so kind, CJ so clever, the twins were so young, Akasia so resourceful, Snipes was so skilled... and that was just his family. He couldn't even list all the reasons for the Lieutenant and the others.
"Even if it takes a long time, I'll just make sure it's ready for them when they do."
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"That's... a good way to look at it."
She's being honest there. She wished she could have that same level of faith.
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He recognizes the large man, just as big as himself. And he veers away to pick something up before heading towards were his fellow giant sleeps. He makes no attempt to be quiet about his approach. Large men like him don't do stealth well anyway. And the next moment has him lightly draping a blanket over the man. It's very small and threadbare but it's all he could have afforded.
"You know, mein freund, that I have a room that's empty in the house I stay. I am sure my housemate wouldn't mind another person." He at least has to offer.
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But he shakes his head.
"There'll be more refugees," he points out gently, "more people who need a home. Good people.
"Better that there's one more place for them to stay."
But he offers a bow of his head.
"Thank you, but you don't have to worry about me." He's always lived like this, and his comfort with sitting on the ground, camping under bridges, well, it might speak to that well enough as it is.
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"That's true. There will be more. But I found you first." He might not know this large man well but Reinhardt believes in the goodness of people. He can't judge a man simply because of how many scars he wears, since Reinhardt himself has so many himself. "And you are a good person for turning it down." He shifts to find a space next to Randel on the wall to sit.
"I won't make you come with me, but I just want you to know that my place is always open to you." Because Reinhardt too has lived rather closely to this. Sleeping in the driver's seat of his transport van while Brigitte slept in the sleeping hold. "I understand that this place gets cold at night. If it gets too cold, I'd like you to at least consider sheltering with me for a little."
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"All right."
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"Then let me help you get your things and I'll bring you there. It's a bit of a walk, but I think we can do it in no time." No short people to make them shuffle instead of taking their full strides. "I will have to warn you though, the living room is sort of crowded right now. My armor is in the process of being mended." It's also his way of letting this man know that there will be some sort of armor in that house. Less of a shock to see the J08 if they know something is there.
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"This is all I have. And I don't mind walking."
He realizes after a moment that he hasn't really asked any questions about this. He's not the suspicious sort unless his hackles get raised by something, but still.
"Armor?"
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He knows he certainly looks like someone who threw himself into battles.
"I hope to do the same thing here once it's fully repaired and ready to go again. There are many people in this world in need of a knight."
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"War relief," is what comes out of him, like it's a revelation. "Yes, that's... that's so important."
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Then things had ended for him, for them all, and Reinhardt had discovered in his retirement that there were still so many people who suffered. Places where law and order held no say. Where the police and justice would not go. He had to do something. Overwatch's goal had been to help the people. He could do that with or without the UN's blessing!
"It is. Very important. I have come to too many villages where criminals take advantage. The police do nothing. Their suffering is ignored. But I will not let their pleas fall on deaf ears. If the police will not help them, I will. And I will do that here as well. I may be but one man, but one man with justice and right on his side can perform miracles!"
He seems to truly and honestly believe this.
And when they finally reach his home, Randel will see for himself the cost of that belief. Not just on Reinhardt's body, but in the state of his amazing armor. Like the old man, the heavy plate has seen much better days.
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He has a job, and that'll be good for paying his way when it comes to rent or food and for saving up to give his siblings and friends a head start once they wake up. But there are other needs he has to fulfill. For all that his nightmares are significantly less prevalent, he still needs to make amends. He still needs to wipe clean some of the blood from his hands.
"Do you need any help, sir?"
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Reinhardt bustles around House 33 as soon as they are in. It takes a lot of doing to get that armor moved further into the corner where it'll be out of the way of two massive men and a tiny little English girl. He'll just lead the way to the extra room not being used.
"This is yours for as long as you need it. It's not much, but it's better than under a bridge or in a van down by the river." He then smiles and heads back to the living area.
"Help? I would love help. I don't quite know yet where I'll go, but once I have the means, I want to travel. Do as I did before. I would belong to no country so that I can help all countries. And if you wished, I would be happy to have you along. Even if you don't have armor or don't fight, there are other ways to help. We can sit together and brainstorm. Find out where our strengths lie and from there, we can help." He pauses and makes a gesture to the outside.
"For example, right now, there are a lot of sick people. I can't do much about that since I am not a medic of any sort. But what I can do is I can help protect the people looking for a cure. I can aide the sick and feed the hungry." He can house one man, at least until they're all made to leave to another country.
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While treating someone, he looks up to Randall before he leaves, offering a polite nod his way in a quick greeting.
"There's more people who need help. Do you think you could help assist some who are waiting?"
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"What do you need me to do?"
He's no medical professional, after all.
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He doesn't want to push anything onto him that he can't do, after all.
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"Should I take the bandages from here or are there some outside?"
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He pauses for a moment before looking back to Randel. "Thank you. I'll move onto healing up the next patient, then."
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And it's surprising how quickly he scampers out, given his size. But if the good healer happens to come round to check, he'll see that Randel takes care of the minor injuries he can treat with a great deal of care and a very sweet (if occasionally less knowledgeable) bedside manner.
Eventually, though, he'll bring some water over.
"Don't forget to take care of yourself too."
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It doesn't take him long to treat the injured person with his healing abilities. In fact, once he's finished, it's when he's offered water. He can't help but pause at the irony of it. He is someone with water-based artes -- or what other people might call magic - after all.
He takes the water, offering a polite nod. "... Thank you, but I can still do much more than this. Though, maybe you should take this as an opportunity for yourself to rest instead."
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"There's still work to do."
He adds a smile.
"Don't worry about me. I'll be fine."
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There's a pause on Mikleo's end at that. That sort of stubbornness remind him of his best friend. Though, that isn't why he makes the next offer that he makes.
"Please, just... don't overwork yourself too much. I'll help out. We can help those who need it together."