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all teeth, but not smiling ([personal profile] shikomizue) wrote in [community profile] nysalogs2017-12-05 09:48 pm

dec and jan catch all [closed]

Who: Takasugi Shinsuke ([personal profile] shikomizue) & various
What: Catch-all for December / January
When: Throughout December / January
Where: Thesa, will edit as necessary
Warning(s): Alcohol use, Drug use, probably some PTSD/vivid war flashbacks, graphic violence

[Individual starters in the comments!]
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[personal profile] baguablade 2018-01-28 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Cain hesitates, considering his words. He watches Takasugi pry off the lid of a crate, watches the glint of moonlight off the sharp, shining blades as Takasugi sorts them. Should he tell Takasugi why he was here? That he was given a task for Cree, and came to see if he could warn the merchants instead, subtly divert them from Cree's intended theft?

Fat lot of good that's done when someone (Takasugi?) has found them first. When they've lost their lives to the city's machinations, and Cain, hoping for information, for a chance to dip his fingers into the city's pulsing lifeblood to present exactly this sort of thing, has only enabled it.

But if he doesn't complete this task, everything's been for nought. He can't save these men anymore, and he doesn't trust Takasugi. The best choice, as sickening as it is, is to play along, pretend he's truly one of Cree's dogs, seeking payment for his own self-satisfaction rather than any nobler cause.

(A nobler cause. Ha. As if he can make any such claim when he has men's blood staining his boots.)

Finally, Cain grimaces, taking a step to put himself at Takasugi's side. A version of the truth, but not the whole truth. No, Takasugi can't be trusted with the entirety of Cain's purpose.
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The same as you. Though I intended to complete the transaction [ his lips twist as he glares at the weapons; so much death, just for greed, and he couldn't do anything to stop it ] with less bloodshed.
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[personal profile] baguablade 2018-02-06 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ No, this has never been about money. Not since the moment they met, not since they started trading favors — since Cain started owing Takasugi, and thought, briefly, that for all Takasugi's acrid personality, he might be someone Cain would be glad to have at his back. As he hefts the crate, gritting his teeth against the pull of his shoulder, Cain wants to laugh. What foolish hopes. Takasugi is the last person he wants behind him, ready to put another dagger right between his shoulders.

Cain lags, purposefully keeping Takasugi in front of him, making no attempt to disguise what he's doing.
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You can keep it all. [ The words spit out through his pain and the low burn of bitter anger. ] I don't want pay that came at the cost of someone else's life.

[ He's sure Takasugi will call him stupidly naive. Cain knows himself that it's not the right choice, that the deed is done, that he shouldn't turn his nose up now. But without someone else pushing him past that, he's not going to take the silver for the job, not when it's stained with blood. ]