[ it hits him soon later that what he said was rude and insensitive. but hey, shinji never claimed to be a socially upstanding guy. which makes it even more incomprehensible that someone like her would... be with him, or that's what he's taking away from this, despite his misgivings. ]
... Why me?
[ he has a feeling he's treading on thin ice again, but it's hard to deal with uncertainty and confusion. ]
no subject
... Why me?
[ he has a feeling he's treading on thin ice again, but it's hard to deal with uncertainty and confusion. ]
Why not Aki or someone else?