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Aranea Highwind ([personal profile] unweave) wrote in [community profile] nysalogs2017-11-17 08:39 pm

mercenary jobs #3 — open to all

Who: Anyone interested in taking some mercenary jobs via Aranea Highwind's offerings. This log is focused on Wyver and can be found on job boards across the city as well as personal handwaved texts.
What: Mercenary posting!
When: N/A
Where: N/A
Warning(s): Possible sex threads based off heat-event for this month. This was posted early for the holidays, btw. Happy Thanksgiving, etc!







Thank you for stopping by to check out this month's job postings for Highwind Hires — a freelance mercenary group!


Aranea Highwind will ICly be contacting characters and offering them jobs based off the assumption she will receive 30% of the cut.



JOB #1 — DOOR TO DOOR

With the abundance of new visitors, it seems there have been ample amounts of donations to the temple. Unfortunately, that is not enough. When you approach, you're stopped by a young woman named Igo who is requesting you help her: please pass out 100 pamphlets to refugees enlisting donations.

OUTCOMES:
- For all pamphlets passed out, the Shaman will pay you 100 Silver.



JOB #2 — DRAGON DERBY

In the West, you hear about this month's Wyver Derby, a small event where dragons are put to race on a track. It seems the fan favorite is Fangface but the newcomer Wingslash ranked high in their first few races. You're hired for body guard duty, keeping the peace and ensuring no riots occur. Enjoy drinks as you watch the show, try to bet for the right one.

OUTCOMES:
- Wingslash wins by a nose, so anyone who votes for that dragon will win double their bet.
- Those who bet on Fangface or any other participant will lose their bet.




JOB #3 — AFTERMATH

Tied to Job #2, the Derby went relatively smoothly... You're enjoying discounted drinks at the bar. It wasn't until you notice one of the ticketers cashing out a suspicious amount of extra money to a small group of people who very vocally complained about losing. As the small group leaves, you can either: report the ticketer or two, track them down.

OUTCOMES:
- If you simply report the ticketer, you'll be rewarded with an additional 125 Silver.
- If you track down the group, you'll find they're all in a small gambling ring, petty crooks that drank too much and most certainly had an inside connection. You must be ready for a fight — all 4 will attack you with fists and small pocket knives.



JOB #4 — VILE LITTLE THINGS

You were contracted directly from Aranea Highwind for a monster hunt. A Vileling that was once kept as a pet grew hostile in the past few weeks before finally escaping its owner in Old City and reeking havoc on pet-owners. Your job is to track it down before more pets are killed. Aranea instructed you to 'take care of it', but upon your journey, the Vileling owner (Bekins) has insisted you save it and bring it back to Murkhollow alive. Of course, they offer a good price.


OUTCOMES:
- Aranea is offering a flat 400 silver to wipe it out.
- You can lie or oppose Aranea's order, you which will gain negative CR from the mercenary leader. Bekins will reward you with 140 silver and you must find a way to return it to Murkhollow.


JOB #5 — RED NIGHT LIGHT

Bodyguard duty seems a bit more... mature tonight. With the week waning on and people acting on lust and emotions, there has been a bit more call for those looking to patrol the more savory areas of Wyver. You'll be paid a flat fee of 450 Silver for a night's worth of work.

There are three areas to watch over: a bordello, a herb shop, and a gang's rumored hide-out.


OUTCOMES:
- If you choose the bordello, you will find yourself playing body guard for one of the establishment's ... best worker and favorite client. You can peek in on the woman and her partner at the risk of being caught or you can escort them out afterwards. The woman offers a tip of 100 Silver and also the chance to have drinks with her...
- If you choose the herb shop, you will find yourself sensitive to the mix of aromas. A contact high ensures your inhibitions are loosened and with the lust in the air? Who knows what that means...
- If you choose the gang's rumored hideout, you will find illegal tusk and scale trading. You'll have to contend with 4 possible gang members all armed with weapons. Fight them or flee to report, you'll earn an additional 150 Silver.




Have fun! If you have any questions, feel free to PM me! These are all loosely based on your choices, so feel free to go wild with them. The outcomes only are indication of what the jobs would offer. If you're interested in having your character offer a job in the future, please let me know!


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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-20 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's -- actually a little stunned, no lie. She was that upset because of what had happened to him...? ]

Lux... [ He sounds a bit at a loss. It's not that he's saying it's okay. This is anything but okay, if she wasn't in front of him so upset right now he'd be a lot more upset than he is. But seeing her so worked up for his sake..

It doesn't make it okay but he forces it down (crushes it down) and takes a breath for a moment, feeling what seems like another sun-warmed burst when her voice pitches and tumbles, a sense of opalescence and light from the corners of his eyes. That.. it was her then. Because of how upset she was.

Biting his lip for a moment, he hesitates before he flexes his fingers against hers, pulling his other hand back slightly as well... so that he can cover both of hers with his firmly but gently, cupping her face like that. Please listen. ]


'...Even if the scars remain our wounds will heal.'

That's what I believe. It's okay. [ He doesn't really, not about something like this. But he can't think about his own panic right now while she's so upset, so he's going to say it anyway. ]

Being who I am... being an Exorcist -- that's what that means. We can never know what's about to happen next, or when we might die. But it's pointless to be upset about that, because if we regret everything we could have done better and let ourselves despair... we'd never be able to move forward. [ He's speaking quite gently. Quite calmly even, his forehead still gently resting against hers. Mostly because like that at least, since she's the one who first leaned in like that...

If he can't see her, he at least feels somewhat connected this way. ]


Despair... that's how true evil happens.

So no matter what happens, even when it's something terrible, I promise it'll be okay.

[ He'll let out how not okay it is later. When he's by himself. ]

[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-20 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her eyes open suddenly when he rests his other hand on top of hers, her gaze finally raising to try to meet his. Even as his eyes are unfocused, she remains transfixed, flickering slightly from right to left as if she could find some kind of answer in his gaze. Some reason why he would do something that... honestly it's just as stunning as her words had been to him.

Perhaps because no one has ever done anything like that before. Held her there and spoke gently but firmly; like sharing some kind of secret that was so very important. She doesn't dare move, because she's afraid that she might break that spell shared between them.

But telling her that it's okay, and what's more, telling her that it's pointless to be upset for him because of who he is—that somehow it's all right because of who he is—sits heavy in her chest. Not that he could live without regret, and act without hesitation as he did while fighting the vileling. She can understand that and would only agree to that point. But to say that it was pointless to be upset about the thought of losing someone...

No. No, she can't do that. She can't simply push that thought aside. She can't act as if everything will be all right, or refuse to get upset at the idea that he's in this state now due to her own self-perceived negligence. And perhaps that's something that he can't understand, having others who he thinks of fondly—having a home made up of those smiling faces, who would welcome him back no matter how long they were apart. People who accepted the kind of person who he was, who were like him. Exorcists.

And because she may never have something like that, if something happened to him...

...No, she's not going to think about that. She's not going to think of any of that. That loneliness that comes from hiding in plain sight, and the fear of losing someone who might be able to see past that. She's thinking too much.

(Please don't talk like that, Allen. She isn't sure how to deal with it. It's too sad.)

Instead, her shoulders slump gently, and exhaling gently, she begins to get a grip over herself. Her light still extending outward, it isn't as violently bright as before, but still present as a gentle glimmer and warmth. Even as she starts to calm herself, she doesn't yet move, still leaning in with foreheads gently pressed together.

It's strangely grounding, even if she isn't quite sure why. ]


How can you be so certain? Even like this... how can you make a promise like that?

[ She wants to believe it as well. More than anything. ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-21 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ Because he has to.

—but that isn't the answer that's going to help her. And if anything... he smiles at that actually. The first time he's smiled since he woke up, actually. Even if there's something so heavy and bittersweet about it. And if only.. if only she knew even a fraction of the irony at believing he had anyone he could return to, no matter how precious they were to him. The fugitive.

Because it's the only way I know. ]


Because I believe in it. [ "Even like this," she said. His expression is certainly weighted by that—panic, held at bay—but still such a calm, gentle kind of smile. Holding her face gently captured there still, even if he's not entirely sure her reaction if he can't see her face—but somehow he feels like she's calmed a bit and is glad for it.

Is it funny? In this moment, that bittersweet kind of fondness...

It's the sense of belonging and home he hadn't expected to find again after he left the Order. The kind of people you speak like that to. Care for like that. "Aren't you stronger than this? My family." ]


Even if it means struggling and struggling, I won't give up until it is. That I can move forward and still protect the things important to me—and so can you. [ Because that's what she had skirted around so much during the festival about, right?

And why seeing her own comrades and family and reconciling them on the station had been such a struggle. ]


So I promise, we'll be okay.

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[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-21 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ It might not help her, but it's the answer that she expects from him. As someone who would continue to fight through blinding pain because he could not allow even the monster that tried to kill him to suffer—and who refused help when he believed that it would endanger her as well. Of course that would be his answer. Because that is the sort of person (human or not) he is.

So even if the the answer that he gives her is a bit different, that isn't what surprises her. It's the way he smiles in a way that's bittersweet and almost difficult to look at that throws her off-guard, even as he continues to speak. That he could even smile at all considering what has happened, the weight and enormity of it, to say with conviction that he believes that everything will be okay—

"—we'll be okay."

Not just for him, but for the both of them. ]


...

[ If her gaze had begun to drift, she pulls it right back up again, eyes shot open wide as she looks at him somewhat cross-eyed. Like she can't believe what he's just said, because surely she must have misheard or perhaps misinterpreted. She should question it. She should ask for clarification. She should tell him it's fine and to not worry about her or do any number of things to try to justify how he could not have possibly known what something like that meant... ]
Edited 2017-12-21 02:39 (UTC)

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[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-21 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...But would it be all right for her to not do any of that? To not question what he actually meant and, for a quiet moment, feel connected to someone in a way that's not You and Me, but We? To have that sudden sense of belonging that she can't quite recall having before—not as a Demacian, nor a member of the Radiant Ones, but as someone just beginning to figure out what it means to have something of her own. To not feel the bitter loneliness of being surrounded by something she'll never be.

To feel like she belongs.

(Is that all right? Can she..?)

It's a bit sudden, but she laughs quietly at that, suddenly very thankful he can't see the look on her face. She can only imagine what it must look like, a mix of overwhelmed astonishment mingling with a need to do or say something to shift them away from this—even if she is strangely thankful for it. Gently squeezing his fingertips between hers, she shrugs her shoulders up slightly. ]


I'm supposed to be the one trying to cheer you up, not the other way around. Some light in the darkness I turn out to be.

[ She's thankful, really! She's also horrible at Personal Emotions, so instead she turns it into a lighthearted jab at herself. That will work, right? ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-21 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ A light in the darkness...?

While admittedly his expression does go a little slack at that for a moment—awe, really, as much as surprise—it's quickly replaced by how he, well. Laughs softly under his breath then, and begins to let his hands drop. Perhaps not just compartmentalizing for her sake as much in that moment and actually feeling a bit of the weight lifted off his heart. A bit less like there's still a cold dread and panicky itch on the back of his neck.

Is that what it was called, then... Heh. ]


Ah— [ Laughing, so lightly, with such pleasant and blasé cheer.

And pulling back a little then, he cocks his head to the side with a bright sort of smile. ]


So that's what that is then. [ And actually... he seems warmed.

Because let's be real, with how weird everything else is in his life... a girl that projects her feelings as light isn't that strange. Or at least that's the only way he can explain what that is... ]

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[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-21 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hearing him laugh feels like a weight has been lifted from her shoulders, and she can't help but relax at that. Although he does say something odd.

What "that" is? What does he mean by "that"?

She blinks a few times— ]


Hmm?

[ Give her a moment... ]

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[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-21 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ .........oh, she's glowing isn't she?

Well mood officially lightened literally and figuratively, and suddenly very keenly aware of a number of things most of which involving the extremely awkward and embarrassing situation she finally realizes she's been in, she tries to pull her hands away. W H Y.

This is her life now and she has Regrets. Especially because—Allen, are you teasing her?! ]


Th-that's not what I meant! How long—

[ Maybe she can find a nice rock to crawl under... ]

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[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-21 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ But wait, that doesn't make sense, and that gets her to stop, her hands still underneath his. Blinking a few times in surprise, she tilts her head slightly.

He still wasn't able to focus his gaze, so then how..? ]


You can see that?

[ It sounds almost hopeful. ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-21 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ He didn't mean to tease her!! He thinks it's kind of incredible actually!!

But he does stop and blink for a moment when her tone shifts, and she's caught him before he could pull his hands back all the way. See? Well.. ]


It's... more like sense, I guess. [ He says it just.. a bit reluctantly. He'd rather not dwell on his lack of sight right now with her, as delicately as he's trying to edge around that until... sometime not right now. He'd rather not worry her.

Or make her think he actually has recovered his sight when he hasn't. He's not that good of a faker.

Yet. ]


Kind of like a feeling. [ His hands are a bit fidgety. Just a bit. ] That it's brighter.

[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-21 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ No it's embarrassing!! Normal people don't just glow because they're having a case of feelings! She knows she's not normal!!

But feeling his hands fidget and hearing the way that he struggles to find the right words, she quiets then. Her grip easing around his fingers, she lets her hands begin to fall along with her gaze, settling back as she takes a deep breath. Reigns that light in as much as she can, containing it where it belongs. Like it's such an oddly grounding thing, and for once she isn't sure what to say. To say even something so simple about something she sees as the very essence of herself, that she still feels like she has to hide from most of the world...

The only other being she's known who has experienced that light was Galio, the great stone giant that protected their kingdom. He was the only one who spoke of how bright that light of hers felt, and even then she felt like he might have been the only soul(?) alive(???) who could see that light of hers as good. But even he was more than a little strange by her standards. Nice, but strange.

...And well Starfire, on nights when they ventured away from the city walls after dark. But he wasn't able to tell her what he felt in anything other than nickers and neighs, so that doesn't help. And really how could he ever hate her when she spoiled him rotten with peppermint treats

Even those few mages who she had confided in here knew so little about that light of hers that it hardly felt the same. She could keep them at arm's reach; even X'rhun, who offered to help her learn to better control her light. She can't let them get that close. It's dangerous.

So for Allen to feel that and not shy away from it, she isn't sure how to react. Which is why she pauses, choosing her words carefully as she looks up again. ]


You aren't... bothered by that? I didn't hurt you, did I?
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-21 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well that…

That makes him blink actually. The way she phrases it -- it’s like suggesting something unthinkable. And he feels a little naked for a moment that he can’t see her expression and she pulls her hands back, eyes flickering for a moment as he tries to track her voice.

She was worried she’d hurt him? Really? ]


Why would it bother me? [ It’s nice actually. Warm. But that he won’t say… exactly.

Because if her ability is light… that’s right, when he’d found her sitting by a patient’s bedside, her hands had been glowing. That was it, wasn’t it. It even seemed to suit her. ]


Isn’t that why you worked at the clinic? To use it to help people feel better?
Edited 2017-12-21 13:33 (UTC)

[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-21 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a small voice in her head that tells her to reach out, to give him a direction because he looks so strangely lost then. And she's torn by that, her hand hovering near to his and wanting to give that little bit of what could be considered reassurance, but keeping herself at a distance. Not quite touching.

Almost like standing on a precipice, because she's still reeling at the idea of him seeing that, of being worried about any number of things... but she still wants to offer him that bit of comfort. She isn't sure what to do, and that feeling is terrifying.

That only escalates when he speaks again, not only to say that that feeling didn't bother her (she's relieved, really), but to ask such a simple and well-meaning question. Lux freezes then, breath catching and looking bewildered. He thought— ]


That...

[ All she can do is stare at him, unsure of what to say or what to think. That he would assume that she could use that light to help others in that way, to let them know that it exists even if the same risks did not exist in this place... She can't.

She can shine her light, but at a distance, in ways that others might not see or understand.

Fingers curling into her palm, she doesn't quite pull her hand away. Looking away from him, she draws her lips together into a fine line, speaking not much louder than a whisper. Like it's something she doesn't want to say, or something she's worried that someone will hear. ]


...They can never know about that. No one should know about that.
Edited 2017-12-21 20:55 (UTC)
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-22 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...?

If it were about embarrassment... about being uncomfortable with scared or disapproving looks, that'd be one thing. Allen himself... he used to be religious about wearing gloves to cover his left hand, and still is to a lesser degree. When he was younger he'd even tried to dye his hair so he wouldn't garner so much negative attention. He'd get that, wanting to keep things that stick out under wraps just because it's easier that way... but saying it like that—

...like that, it sounds like she's ashamed of her power itself. Like it's a bad thing; a dangerous thing.

Was it? Admittedly his memory is a bit foggy on the specifics, but he does remember her wielding light as a weapon when they fought the vileling. But just because it's a weapon doesn't mean it's bad. That it can't be used to sooth and help people. Even Innocence...

Even an akuma was soothed when destroyed by it. "It feels nice." And that gentle, peaceful sort of warm light he'd felt from her... was that what that level three in China had meant? It feels nice.. So saying 'no one should know about that'... ]


...Why?

[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-22 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ And there is the question she hoped he wouldn't ask. Why. It's something that should be so simple, but even as he questions her Lux visibly winces and the hand near his clenches tightly.

How could she begin to answer that question of why she has to keep that part of her a secret? Why no one should know about that light (her affliction, that word and its meaning etched into her heart like a tattoo). That her people would never accept her kind. At best, they were seen and treated as less than human, and at worst... Mages were a darkness that need be purged from their pristine world, by an annuller's "cures", or by the fire of retribution.

How could she explain what that would mean to someone who had somewhere he fit so seemingly perfectly, who likely has no idea what it's like to be Wrong and to be afraid of what that means.

To fight with the light of your very being for a people who would label you as a heretic if they knew the truth. She was Demacian and she was Wrong, even if there are times when she struggles to fully believe that to be true.

(If she had been born anywhere else...)

She could lie or brush the question aside. Smile and give a reason that fit well enough that they would never need to speak of this again— ]


Because...

[ But she can't do that, not because it wouldn't be easy. It would be—she's used to this kind of lie. But because lying to him when he seems so earnest... she can't do that. So she takes a breath, closing her eyes as if something like that will help. ]

...If they knew, then I wouldn't have a place where I felt like I might belong.
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-24 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ — there is quite possibly nothing else she could have said that would struck him as hard as that does.

Not someone who left (had to leave) the place he'd loved the most and felt such a belonging to because of what he fundamentally was. Not just for becoming a Noah and endangering them—but for being an Exorcist who would cry for the sake of akuma and wish to save even their enemies.

If they knew.

Mouth dry, he blinks rapidly for a moment, again not for it having anything to do with his sight. Shakes it off almost immediately because that's too eerily close for a second, not something he ever expected to feel so closely related, and he presses his lips together for a moment as he considers that. If she felt she couldn't let anyone know about her abilities because she would be.. shunned? Considered dangerous?

Even if her power was something that seemed so generally... good?

What was he missing? ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-24 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... slowly—gently—he reaches out a bit unsteadily for her hand. At least, where he thinks it might be. So that he might cover it with his, even if he probably bumps her wrist lightly in the process before he realizes and readjusts.

(It's terrifying. Makes his chest clench to realize he can't even reach to take someone's hand in reassurance. But now isn't the time for that.)

He squeezes her hand gently instead when he does manage to find it. ]


..Just because it's the way something has always been, it doesn't mean it's right, or even still true. So even if that might have been how everyone would have reacted before... it doesn't mean that's how it has to be anymore.

I think people here would understand. [ Let's be honest, they're pretty understanding even of him and all his oddities. Almost weirdly so. ] And even if they don't...

..that's okay. [ He squeezes her hand again briefly, and for a second it's almost like he has to take a moment to reassure himself as well. ]

Even if the rest world doesn't understand, as long as the people close to you believe in you—then even if the rest of the world hates you, they're still your home and you can find belonging there. The people who accept you even when no one else will.. that's what makes a feeling of "belonging" special.

[ Allen Walker, the Exorcist who left his fellow Exorcists and because of those aspects of himself he knew they fundamentally would never accept and would only cause them continued grief. Despite how beloved they were to him. ]
Edited 2017-12-24 08:17 (UTC)
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-24 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
Besides...

[ And he cocks his head to the side then, smiling suddenly so very gently—brightly and with such simple and forthright sincerity. Warm and warmed.

A veneer over a heightened sense of panic—he can't even see her expression to know her reaction—but a very good one. He has to. ]


I think it's pretty incredible what you can do.

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[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-25 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ A mother whose only reassurance was that it would be "discrete," and that Lux need not worry about how her sudden disappearance would reflect on the family. And a brother who she knew would, were he to find out the truth, would not hesitate to make sure that she was dealt with as any other mage who posed any sort of threat would be. These were the people who she considered close; dear family who would never accept that part of her.

That was home.

She had come to terms with that... until living here, and finding that the world didn't always have to be so painfully black and white. But even then, she didn't expect to find that kind of understanding and belonging that she wanted.

So it's when he speaks that she suddenly looks up, wondering if she might have heard him wrong. Because it's one thing to say that something like that didn't bother her, but Allen, saying it like that...

It's like saying that he accepts that part of her, something she still can't quite believe anyone would be willing to do. That he does it without any sort of hesitation, like there's no reason why he might question it. That's the most overwhelming part of all, as if he somehow understood what it's like for others to hate what is so much a part of who he was. And not only that—

But to believe that, even if the rest of the world may hate or spurn you, there will be someone who will accept you when no one else will, and to tell her that in such a quiet reassuring way, Allen that's... ]


...

[ He might not be able to see her reaction, but he'll be able to feel the way her fingers squeeze against his, soft porcelain contrasted between wine red. And she does have to take a breath, her head lowering again as she squeezes her eyes shut. She can't look at him right now; it's too much.

Saying it like that, it's like he's already accepted that part of her that so many others hated without ever knowing. And that's too much.

Is that what home really was? A place where, no matter what happened, she could be herself? That she would still be accepted despite that? Is that something she's allowed to have? She hasn't done anything to deserve anything like that, but...

Why does she get the feeling he might understand that fear and reluctance far better than anyone she's ever known? ]


Allen—

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[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-25 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
—!

[ And it's at that moment that she's somewhat thankful that he can't see the look on her face as she suddenly looks up, floundering for something to say as she turns a somewhat unflattering shade of pink. He sounds so genuine about it too, Allen do you understand what you're saying?! Saying that something she sees as an extension of herself is incredible...

Something about hearing that makes her really happy...

He might feel a slight flicker of warmth from her, but it's very quickly contained. ]


I—no really, it's not that—

[ w h y ]

I've always been able to do this! At least as long as I can remember!

[ See? nbd. ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2017-12-25 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's potentially a very good thing he missed a lot of that. Because he would have been uncertain if maybe he'd overstepped and said too much, that she would be moved so strongly. And for a moment he does when she squeezes his hand in return and says his name like that, but...

A bit of a lopsided smile slips out when she seems to suddenly stumble over the fact he... well, it's kind of of a compliment? He meant it more as a general statement, but... was that bad??

Lux... ]


Ah.. [ Did always having that.. have something to do with this?? ]

So have I, I was born like this. [ You know, that hand of his she's holding. Probably. Maybe. He's not entirely sure... why is this a big deal??? ]

Well I thought she was done but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[personal profile] rememberher 2017-12-28 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's not something she's used to! And saying that something she feels is an extension of herself is incredible—it's only natural to react that way, right?

But really she's only making a somewhat awkward situation even more so, and that thought forces her to take a breath. It's fine, he doesn't know any better.

Which is why she's thankful to have something else to focus on, although the way he phrases it does make her blink a few times. He was born like this? Did he mean... His arm? She assumed that, but the way he says it, there must be more. ]


You mean what you did back there?